You screamed.
Words of disgust pieced my flesh.
What a mess. however,
Nothing was what it seemed.

I remember good times,
When laughter was dominate          
No one nominate leader.
Just enjoying each others company.
It was simple.

Until glasses shattered.
Feelings battered,
As my tears admitted the truth.
Your words showcasing yours.
There was nothing left to say.
The damage had been done.
You screamed once.
And change our future,
Too blunt to realise the impact of your words.
Leaving us on undetermined terms.

I’m stuck in reverse.
No where to go,
Just lost and alone.

Forget those memories that bury deep into my brain.
Forget the pain and the shame,
Forget me and my name,
Forget the salty tears that I shed,
Through the lonely long hours of dusk and dawn.

Eye blood shot and puffy,
Head hot and stuffy,
Body aching and hair scruffy,
I’m out of control.
Stuck loving you.

I’m just blue.
Stuck in reverse.
No where to go,
Unsure left in the unknown.

Forget those feeling that bury deep into my chest,
Forget ‘love’ and all the rest,
Forget the times I held you close, when no-one else would.
Forget waiting for a reply, or just a sign
That you are alive.
That your all right.

Don’t worry I’m ‘fine’…
I swear, I know you don’t care,
but don’t worry I’ll ‘bear’ it…
Because I love you.
-AVII