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nevaeh Feb 2021
why
why did you have to ******* say that
even if it's true
why'd you say it?
do i scare you?
am i scary?

and y'know the wort part?
the worst part is
i thought you cared about me
thought you were helping me
thought you wanted
to help me

but i get it now
you're just too nice
too nice to tell me
that i freak you out
too scared to see me
**** myself
to tell me to
get out
i hate you i ******* hate you why do you have to make everything terrible why cant you just let me be happy why are you so ******* mean to me i ******* hate you
nevaeh Feb 2021
tiny red hearts
in a glass jar
silver string
on my skin

plastic promises
are blown away
by her careful smile
once again
idk what my feeling are anymore. i dont know what i want or who i want and im so sorry to all of you who are involved.
nevaeh Feb 2021
we're all just a bunch of dumb kids
we all just want to be special
im sorry i was an *******
i just want to be loved
but i'll figure it out
we all will
one day.
🙃
nevaeh Feb 2021
i cant stand
that he is
prettier
than
me
nevaeh Feb 2021
maybe it's all the stress
maybe its the fact that i actually ate breakfast
i just know i don't want to be here
and that my head is spinning
like i might throw up
god i ******* hate myself
nevaeh Feb 2021
a field rabbit
with a glass of whiskey
called my name
said she missed me

a gentle stream
trickles behind my eyes
the white willow rooted in my lungs
whispers when i breathe
stones sit in my belly
buttons on my heart
sun spots on the ground beneath me
moss grown over my silly art
mushrooms and rocks and bugs and dirt
mother, take me home.
i am a plant
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