Silence strechted between us
Not a single word spoken
But I could hear his voice
A voice which once saved me
Saved me from the ruthless society
But no!
That voice wasn't the same now
It was filled, filled with rage
And there was my sign
The sign i had been waiting for
The sign to end our suffering
The sign to calm the sea of emotions
The sign of death..

The pain inside her demanded to be felt
Heartbroken as she already was
Her body lying like a lump of flesh
Trying to find solace
But what was she expecting?
For she had committed a sin
Wanting to break out of the guilt that surrounded her
One day she decided, decided her fate
Instead of fighting she surrendered to the darkness
The darkness took over her
Trying to refresh her wounds
Betraying someone was what she had done
That someone who was her light
Light of hope, of love, of life
Crestfallen as she already was
The darkness found its home
Buried itself deep inside her
Leaving her all alone....

In the corner of the room was a human figure
Its body motionless and calm
she looked like a sleeping beauty waiting for her prince charming to come
but who knew that all she was trying was to surpress the surge of emotions inside her
the anger that boiled in her veins on seeing him with her
her beloved fairytale
had now turned into a nightmare
and in that particular moment she felt it
felt something that was inexplicable.

A word too small for its meaning
I was a victim
Victim of this dark yet sweet feeling
Discovering my way through its uncanny path
He was the one who guided me across
Strangely, I was ready
Ready to risk my future for him
But.
And there it was, the big BUT
Something was holding me back
Stopping me from surrendering myself to him
The dark and shady past
A past i had been tying to abandon
But who was i trying to fool
I wasn't happy, i didn't look forward to each second of my day
Instead i just wanted to run away
Away from him.
Away from myself..