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UNIQUE Jul 2018
Everybody I wake up feeling alone with nobody to hold or love I feel empty and shameful my family nobody wants to be around me it feel so painful like somebody has ripped my heart out of my chest as I bleed out sorrow I remember crying out loud from my mom to always be there for me and is like the flashbacks get worse and worse as the day goes by I yearn for my mother's touch I yearn for her love are yarn for my father's love and it's like they don't want anything to do with me like I never existed and then when I try to reach out to anyone to love me it's impossible knowing that you feel invisible I walk around feeling invisible like I don't even exist people say they love you but show you different I never knew what love was and probably never will with me being so depressed dealing with bipolar depression anxiety in a personality disorder
Feeling empty and invisible
UNIQUE Dec 2017
Could it be you calling me down?
My foolish heart turns at the stars
All that I am is all that you see
You don't need nobody else, and you're putting this all on me, forgive me
There's a time and a place for all this
This is not the place for all this
Is there a reason why you're saying all this?
And can we talk about it later?
I've gotta right my wrongs
With you is where I belong
You've been down from the go, recognition is what you want
And it's something that I should know
Something that I should know
All the things that you went through, girl I never meant to put you through it twice, no
Tell me how can I right my wrongs
That's something that I should know
All the things that we been through, girl I never meant to put you through it twice, no
Could it be you calling me down?
My foolish heart turns at the stars
All that I am is all that you see
You don't need nobody else, and you're putting this all on me, forgive me
I say you don't need nobody else
Feels like you don't got me so you feel like you've been by yourself
I'm feeling kinda down myself
I've been going through it as well
Girl, I guess time will tell
That's the problem, I ain't got any left
There's somethings I can't help
But you would make the time for me
Oh, isn't that something that I should know?
Something that I should know
All the things that you went through, girl I never meant to put you through it twice, no
Tell me how can I right my wrongs
That's something that I should know
All the things that we went through, girl I never meant to put you through it twice, no
Could it be you calling me down?
My foolish heart turns at the stars
All that I am is all that you see
You don't need nobody else, and you're putting this all on me, forgive me
Feeling hopeless
UNIQUE Dec 2017
You hurt my heart
You made me feel worthless
You made me cry for days and nights
I love you with all of my might.
The day you left me is the day time stood steel for me
I lose who I was without you I felt so broken, now that you are no longer in my life I'm lost and confused broke my empty. Wondering how could I feel this space in my heart I thought to myself how could he stoop so low and hurt me.
The way he changed in the day he become someone I never seen before. I cried as I lay my head on my pillow thinking to myself I would never love as hard and passionate as I did with him but at the end of the day you hurt me
Love hurts
UNIQUE Dec 2017
I just wanna be loved like everybody else does a young lady as myself grew up in a unhappy household with noone to hold it thought life was like gold and soon I foutdoor out the hard way that he really didn't love me he just wanted something to talk about the love I had for you was unbreakable untold untouched but yet you took me for granted because I was to caring and thinking you would always be there for me my heart can't talk anymore pain.. because I just wanna is to be loved
Heartless

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