You kick started my heart
When we made eye contact from afar
I knew it was just the start
I had to know who you are

Courting started slow
I didn't want you to know
It was going to be a surprise
I wanted to see the look in your Eyes

I took you to my home
I shut off my phone
Nothing was going to stop us
From being alone

I started with your neck
You turned away
I like it when you play hard to get
But I always get my way!

Oh the months we spent
You don't know how much they meant
But you wanted to go home
And I would not let you leave me alone

It ended with your neck
So pretty and long
I gave you one last little peck
Such a beautiful Swan Song

I drove to the river with my car
I watched you drift away afar
Lost in the black
My own little shining Star

Little boy in blue
If only you knew
What you did back then
Changed me and you

You were always so happy
You ran all over the place
Your home life was scary
But it never showed on your face

You had so many friends
You thought would be till the end
Until you moved away
And alone you had to fend

Life became so scary
You hated being home
But here there was bullies
Who wouldn't leave you alone

Over time you grew
Into the man you are today
But still I wish I knew
Who I would have bin if I stayed

Let me tell you a story
About the boy I loved so
Its not always pretty
But thats just how life go's

It all started at a party
I met him through my friend
It didn't take long
For our hearts to blend

He called me is little dove
He made my heart glow
My mother called it puppy love
But what would she know?

I tried to be careful
But it all happened so fast
I finally felt special
I wanted it to always last

He showed me his favourite songs
We loved to sing along
Some times he would sneak out
And we would watch the stars on my lawn

One of those nights we took it
To a place never before
We were both so nervous
But he left me wanting more

A month later
Nothing felt the same
He start leaving me alone
And treating my heart like a game

One cloudy night
He ended it at the park
He said I just wasn't right
He left me in the dark

It took some time
For the pain to end
But then he committed a crime
And dated my best friend

Over the time I would heal
And all my wounds have sealed
It was just puppy love
But the love I have now is real

Hey look at me!
Look at what I can do
I can write little rhymes
Just to amuse you

Hey Look at me!
Can you hear my please
I will write any thing for you
Even if its ******

He Look At me!
Why do you taunt
I will do any thing
Just tell me what you want

Hey Look At Me!
I want to make your dreams
I am falling apart trying to please you
I am tearing at the seams

HEY LOOK AT ME!
Just tell me why?
I will do any thing for you
But you don't even care if I die

Hey look at you
You are in so much pain
I want you to look at me
But you want me to do the same

He is my star
Our ever lasting Inferno
His heat travels so far
But its always a fair dispersal

I can see that every one is infatuated with his ways
But I know that every one is jealous
because it is I alone that holds his gaze

Looking at the stars
We stay up all night
He thinks this make him not special
But no one else shares his light

His heart is so full but not of me alone
But that's why I love him
Because he cares for every one in his home

Over the years planets were gone
But in him I saw the biggest change
He couldn't help all of them
So he increased his Range

Over time he burnt me
But I could stand the heat
I was with some one who could preform an extraordinary feat

Soon his eyes started sinking
His body started to collapse
But he never made a whim
He would not let him self relapse

If only will power was all he would need
But soon he was a Black Hole
And he needed to feed

I was the first to go
And I saw it in his eye
That it destroyed him
It was hard to see him cry

He killed us all and even though it sounds sad
He shined his light upon us
And made our lives not so bad

Your my little comfort object
That I need to keep near
When I'm scared of being alone
When I don't like what I see in the mirror

Your my little comfort object
You soften all of my fears
You never play with my emotions
And for me you will always be here

Your my little comfort object
I'm the apple of your eye
You always give me a shoulder
When I need to have a cry

Your my little comfort object
No one knows me like you do
But the only thing that makes you not special
Is that you aren't some one new

Your my little comfort object
But to say I love you is a laugh
As soon as I find a better one
I'll leave you in the trash

Your leaving?
But why?
I said I was sorry for hurting you
and I didn't mean to make you cry

Remember all the good times we had
Even if they were few
Don't remember times you were sad
And I thought we agreed, those were all because of you

I didn't do any thing wrong
That never seemed like we couldn't fix
I thought you loved that we were like two different songs
That never really mixed

Your mad I don't let you go out
And be with all your friends
But there might be guys there
Your my property that I must defend

You want me to trust you
But look at what you do And how you dress
The only reason I would trust you
Is because no other guy would want such a mess

Your friends must of put you up this
I want to know which on said which
You may say I am a Monster
But your a little *****