I sometimes hope the person driving will swerve into the wrong lane
I've always wanted to feel like I was being set free
Sitting in the passenger seat imagining what it would be like if I never wore my seat belt again
Coming through the windshield
The oncoming traffic doesn't stop
My body lifeless but my mind free
The sound of the sirens grow stronger as my breathing becomes weaker
I've got three weeks left to live due to my severe injuries
Why not just put me out of my misery
Now

Now

Now

I'm falling apart
Here without you
I don't know what to do
Memories of you flooding my mind
Tears flowing from my eyes
Im falling into a million pieces
I close my eyes and imagine
That my heart isn't breaking
That I didn't lose you
This isn't happening

I'm living rent free inside your mind
asking why you don't miss me
you're scratching
aching
trying to get me out

I show up in your mind
you blink trying to make me fade away
I'm whispering questions
wondering why you stopped loving me when we never wanted to end up this way

I've sunk into your skin
every time she kisses you where I did you still feel the tingle I left
when she touches you there isn't a spot that doesn't burn from me

I've made a bed inside your chest
each time she lays on you she doesn't hear your heartbeat
she hears mine
simply because that is the only tune I ever sung to you

I cursed your nose
I soaked your bed sheets with my perfume
your bathroom never ceases to lose my scent
both side of your pillows have my breath melted into them

I hope you still taste me
you can't escape me like you want to