As time goes by you will learn that the people you trusted the most are the first ones to betray you. That when you are in need, those whom you least expect will come thru, become your pillars and will give you strength to continue moving forward.
However never be afraid to trust, this process repeats itself over and over, you will learn which bridges to burn and which to keep.
You are stronger already because you know who you are and what you are worth, they don't know what they are losing.

My love for you is like a new box of tissues,
You keep using more, pulling one more out,
It seems as if there is an infinite amount,
Never running out.

You don’t even think about.

You use one more tissue,
Just a little more love whenever you need me.
But you don’t realize I’m not a what,
Realize WHO you are using.

Just use another, two at a time.
Discarding with ease.
One more,
Two more,
You can’t possibly run out.
Soiling it,
Crumpling it,
Then throwing me out.

But one day you’ll pull the last tissue,
Leaving nothing but an empty box.

Then what will you do?

I am not just a box of tissues.
My love WILL run out.
If you keep on using me,
Throwing my love away.
*I will leave you.

If I knew
the Truth
was
indeed the
Truth.

Then maybe
I'd be able
to live in the
world
out side
my head.

But until
then
and for now
I've taken
refuge within.

Where
the only lies
are my
own.

I am so much better without
you, but that does not
make me crave
you any
less.

gd