Life is a simple thing
Or so many people think.
It comes with beauty and love.
But only at first.
Life got harder as friends started to appear.
They said they'd "help" you, if you were ever in fear.
But the fear was your friends.
The fear was what they thought.
Life continued and people started to judge.
They look at you and see nothing of worth.
Life doesn't stop there, the depression starts.
Life doesn't mean anything at all.
Life can and will ****.
We think it would give us freedom however,
Life grew less and depression grew more.
People want to go.
People want to leave.
People want to cry.
And many have passed.
But there is a miracle.
There is always tomorrow.
Just think
Just ponder
Just go find the better days.
However,
Life never will be simple,
But it will always have the moments of
happyness
love
And treasures, oh so unspeakable.
Sadness And heartaches will corrupt us and
Life challenges will start to shut us up.
But don't let that happen
Don't let life go and
put on a mask for you.
Breath and be who you are.
Life was meant for us so we could become strong
Wise
And brave.
Life will continue with no matter what they say.
Live your life, don't let come into that gift.
Friends are wicked at times
But if u ever so choose
They can bring your life back.
Don't let the negative be your ruler.
Be your ruler of your life.
Be who you want to be.

My chances to escape
From your tempting wake
Are being sifted as wheat as we stand here together
Turning away will never grow better
From this point on it'll only get worse
Because hopefully to escape our love
I'll require a hearse

Forsake me and just begin
This heart conditioning exercise in futility
The one where no one wins  
Just please
Satisfy this binge

She says "I love you"
but what shes really saying is
"you cant have me"
only politely

I am a raindrop
Formed in the clouds
In the
Eye
Of a titanic storm.
My life
Rushessssss
Past my eyes
I am
Out of control
Flailing
Falling
Plunging
To my
Death
I wish I could
stop
And take
In the
World
Around me
But I'm long gone
Falling
Too
*splat

I know this is a place for poems, but about three years ago, my cousin named Chastity, (my name) Was very small, blonde, with blue eyes, loved school, friends. My uncle would beat me and her, unfortunately I would get to leave at the end of the week. And Chastity wouldn't get to, She was my world. We did everything together. She was 6 at the time. I got a call on June 17 that Chastity had been beat to death and that he had told the cops that I was next.  Because we where suppose to die together. And there was no point in him going to jail because she was nothing anyways. Yes, it kills me to type this. I miss her so much living life without her has not been easy. And that is for shore. But here is a little poem for my little angel.


I miss you more then
I thought I would
And I cry much more
Than I thought I could
Time heals all..
That's what they say!
But loves the price,
And so I pray
Sometimes I smile
I know you're near
Its not enough
You are not here
The years roll by
I'm not the same
Yet in my heart
You still remain
You left love behind
When you flew away
But a piece of me
You to that day