Every time we meet up
Just to talk, play, or hang
I'm always happy and at peace.
When it's time to say goodbye
It aches.

The post-hangout is always sad.
Sad to think that it won't be for another month or year that I'll see you again. Thinking about the conversation we had after you leave is alway what eases me out of my sadness.

But every time we meet up, it's always worth the wait.

My heart aches for those who don't care

sow the seeds

When my heart is crushed
And my heart is heavy
I look to you to
Fill up my life with light
Fill it up with your love.

I open my heart to your words
I open my mind to your worth.
I put my all in all in your hands.
My worries, my doubts,
My fears, my dreams, and
All that I am in you.

I wish I wasn't shy
I wish I could be myself
I wish they could see
I'm just like everyone else

I wish I could share my thoughts
I wish I could speak my mind
But the harder I try
The more my tongue is twined

I wish I was transparent
So people could see
That the wall I put up
Is just for security.

I come off as distant
I come off as aloof
But take a look in my heart
And you will find proof.

I am no different than you.