even when you said no
I simply knew
that forever was what you wanted too
you saw into the future with wary eyes
and saw that we couldnt work,
and you didn't want us to cry.
long distance can be pretty rough
but knowing you saw a forever
comforts me enough.
so, think of this poem as a "not kiss"
and I thank you for fulfilling my wish.

I breathe in
I breathe out
with my eyes closed,
try to empty
my mind
but images keep
swirling around
in my head,
I suppose I'm
totally
addicted to thoughts.

change my mind.
change my mood.
but don't change your changes.
cause I depend on you.
in every second, all of me
is following your path.
I try to keep smiling,
but you keep me down.
I try to stay calm,
but you make me drown.
nevertheless
when your light
is shining on me,
you warm my heart.
from the inside.
cause I depend on you.

Unlike anybody else,
A freak,
Most unique,
One of a kind;
Upon creation
The mold was broken,

A heart of gold,
A soul,
To the devil
And to the demons,
Was never sold,
A grand, priceless token.

Weird and wonderful,
A beautiful mess,
Knows how to manhandle stress,
Screaming awesomeness,
A mind unlike the rest,

A pure soul,
Not a single bad bone,
Never thrown a stone,
Unless in self-defense,
Undefeated
In every single Challenge
And harsh test.

A treasure, so rare,
Humble, kind, and fair,
A real breath of fresh air!
Get close, if you dare!

You will find
A genuine,
Transparent,
Caring,
Giving,
Ambitious,
And inspirational soul;
With "a killer goal!"
Offering free love
For all who need it most,
With plenty to spare
For those who care.

By Lady R.F. (C) 2017