the river was sad
so i gave it a hug...
i didnt want to come back up

.

I don't understand
I'm freaking out once again
I'm sorry
I truly am
What is wrong with me
I don't even like arguing '
Plus I never win
Talk to me
Please I want to know
Talk to me please
Fine I'll just go

Memories flash before my eyes
as I remember the present times
of my insane life

I think back to where I was
how I behaved
how I acted
and I reflect upon
how much I've matured
since then

I used to be insane
oh wait
I still am
only smarter now
than I was
way back when
I was a little child
in this big world

look at me now
now I'm the big one
a big girl
in a tiny world

insomniac at heart
born and raised
in the city which never sleeps
yeah, I love being me sometimes