I still ******* love you And I don't know what to do about it Because whenever I start to forget The sound of Mosquitos Reminds me of all the whispers I bet you don't even remember what you said to me What you promised to me I don't expect that from you Monkeys could see what you were doing to me But I guess my inferiority got to me And I let it slide But if strangers tell me to stay away Should I listen? You don't even make an effort anymore So why should I? Why do I still feel the need to tell you everything Because it's occurred to me that I don't know you I don't know if I ever did But I know that this person you've become The hallow person Isn't who I wanted And I'm a horrible person for saying that Maybe now that nothing is clouding your judgment You've realized you can do better Or admitted that I can But you were never the kind to admit defeat There was a time that I couldn't picture my life without you I cried to you not to go Not to change Not to leave me all alone But now the best thing you can do for me Is to never speak to me again I never wanted to be this person I never wanted to give up on you But you've given me no choice Wherever you are Stay there Don't come looking for me Because there is nothing left here For you to find
I need you to love me like I'm wounded In the darkness of my insecurities hold me, kiss me, touch me, fill my hollow organs with the shadows of your light.
A washed in unabashed cynicism Eyes fluttering around batting once at prospective ideals We've lost our wild We've gained our security Was it worth it?