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Dusti Baker Nov 2014
I feel like a book
A book I read everyday
But I only read a book once
Once it's over it's over
I'll take my time on this book
Once I'm finished I'll be dead
Dusti Baker Nov 2014
I wasted two years on you.
Two years that I could've spent loving someone else.
You hurt me, the way you said you never would.
Why do you want me to think it's my fault?
Why do you think I'll be okay?
Thinking about makes me want to die.
I close my eyes and it's like I've already died.
You win, you broke me.
Dusti Baker Nov 2014
School has started 2 months ago,
I'm already feeling the way I do in January.
I hate this.
I hate you.
Dusti Baker Feb 2014
he told me my life was worthless.
he told me i should just **** myself, and I'm a terrible person.
how would he know that?
hes only talked to me twice.
he says he just gets that "vibe" and his vibes are never wrong.
am I a terrible person?
should i **** myself?
if someone who's only talked to me twice thinks this.
do others?
i have no words for what I'm feeling.
Dusti Baker Dec 2013
As I lay here, water surrounding my body,
All I can hear is my heart beating.
Slowly get up feeling weak,
I'm down.
Dizzy? Is it me or the water?
Feeling my heart race.
I'm numb, and I'm okay with it.
I want to feel This way forever.
Dusti Baker Dec 2013
I'm here aren't i?
I should be.
Or should I not be?
Help.
My mom found a note.
Not any kind of note.
THE NOTE.
She found the not what pronounced me dead.
She found my note.
That said "I just want to die"
Dusti Baker Dec 2013
why
Why am I here?
No one wants me here, so why am I?
I'm angry, I truly hate it here.
No one wants me around.
So why am I here?
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