Dusti Baker

Dusti Baker Dec 2013

It's Christmas, it should be the best time of the year.
But it's not.
It hasn't been.
For the last few cheerful holidays, all I've been is sad.
But I've been truly dying inside.
For the last few holidays, the grinch has stolen my cheer.

Dusti Baker Dec 2013

Free

We all struggle for the face of freedom,
But no one truly understands.
We all crave the feeling, the sight.
We all want to be free.

Dusti Baker Dec 2013

Anxiety

I'm crying, and I can't stop.
I'm sad and it won't stop.
The depression is getting worse.
The anxiety is getting worse.
Why is this happening?
I can't breath.
Why can't I breath?
I'm scarred.
Will tonight be the night I cut again?
I can't breath.

Dusti Baker Dec 2013

Wanted

I just want to be seen.
I want to be looked at the way, you used to look at me.
I want to be looked at, like I was flawless and had no imperfections.
I don't want you, I want the thought of you.
the way you said you loved me, the way you would kiss me.
I don't need you, I just want you.
I adore you.

Dusti Baker Dec 2013

Take a Glance

I look around,
I see happiness.
I look around,
I wonder if I'm the only one.
I look around and hope,
No one feels the way I do.

Dusti Baker Dec 2013

Untitled

I love you,
But I'm done.
I'm done being the only one trying.
If you love me you will come back.
But I'm letting you go.
Bye my love.
It's time for me to let you go.

Dusti Baker Dec 2013

You

You choose me, but gave me up.
You made me fall in love with you.
But than you left.
I thought it could have been real.
Yet I'm the one here still thinking of you.
**Still wanting you.