Flowers slowly grow up my throat,
as blood dribbles down my chin,
and thorns squeeze my aching heart.
But it's alright, because it's for him.
And as I lie in the dirt, crying,
I reminisce about everything
for I know that I will die
In this garden of unsaid things
I actually wrote a fic on ao3 ABT this. If anyone is interested it's called "Garden of Unsaid Things"