If I'd known the Journey
Would have been this long.
I never would have started
For I'm not that strong
You put mountains before me
Around every single turn,
I've crawled till I was weary
And every muscle burned
I walked with feet bloodied
On a path never true,
Never knowing which the way
To bring me back to you
I walked in rain so blinding
The sun never shone
Darkness my companion
Never felt so alone
Finally dawned the day
The horizen in sight,
After years of struggle
I could lay down the fight
The road was never meant to be
A way back to your heart,
I was meant to be alone
Right from the very start
Now I lay down this life
Strength finally found.
Enough to dig this grave for me
In Gods' forsaken ground
God Have Mercy On My Soul