I usually can write,
but sometimes words dont come out right,

i usually can sing,
but sometimes my voice can sting,

i usually can paint,
but sometimes my colours are faint,

i usually can fly,
but sometimes i dont even try,

i usually can laugh,
but sometimes i wanna cry,

i usually can charm,
but sometimes am a ******,

i usually can love,
but sometimes am layed back,

i usually can advice,
but sometimes am the fool,

i usually can give my heart out,
but sometimes an emotionally bankrupt,,,

i usually get weird,,,
but sometimes am normal,

i usually can do a lot,
when am up to it of course..
But sometimes i choose not to,

its just me!

The sky was dark blue clear,
the moon was brighter than ever,
the stars seemed to be dancing,
a nice night to be romancing,

she and i were under the pine,
glasses in hand,red wine
the stream,silent under the silver light,

she held me close,
nose to nose,
well almost,
and then she asked,
"do you love me?"
i expected it you see,
but my answer she hadnt forseen,
"No i dont",
came my words,
like a rift between worlds,
she bit her lip,
her heart skipped,
her dark brown eyes were now crimson,
her fist tightened,
Tears about to free flow,
before she could break,
our lips met,
a twist in the script,
then came the words,
from deep within my heart,
"i do not love you,
coz that is definate,
but i am in love with you,
and that is INFINITE!"

My eyes are bloodshot,
am feeling headstrong,
i can see waves and colours,
and lots of flowers,
wait,am i flying?,
my mind must be lying,
how come i feel so proud,
up up in my own cloud.

my spirit is burning,
my soul is igniting,
the universe is in my palm,
the world at my command,
how my heart is calm,
this feeling cannot be undone,
i am so proud,
up up in my own cloud.

When you walk,
you are like poetry in motion,
your complexion,
like pastel tinted clouds,
your voice,
the sound of liquid music,
your eyes,
deep dark pools of pure mystery,
your lips,
rose petals carresed by the morning sun,
your hair,
a shimmering clown of satin ebony,
your smile,
a reflection of ur beautiful soul,
your skin,
soft like a nubian pearl,
your touch,
soft,gentle and smooth like persian silk,
alas,words cannot fully describe your beauty,,ma belle! :)

I was ignorant,
like a little rant,
a care free nutt job,
but now i sob,
i recall the events,in true HD,
every nook and detail,
they wont just stop,
the memories,the conversations,
my blood vessels threaten to pop,
she came like a thief,
found me all stiff,
i could go down on my knees and beg,
baby come back home,
come back to my embrace,
but my stride,
its a matter of pride,
i wont look back,its bad luck,

like a thief,
she stole my most valuable possesion,
got me in an obsession,
like a thief,
she took flight,
dissapeared into the night,
no warning,no explanation,
now to pick up the pieces,
and start all over again,
the cycle begins a new!