I thought I had finally found my love
But it turns out it was a fallacy
We fit together fit like hand and glove
But It was not reality
I was truly at ease
You told me you had no feeling
But then she behaved like a tease
You both knew I would have trouble dealing
But I found out too soon
Before you could have her truly cheat
She was my boon
But looks like I was beat
To her love
She made me feel as if all was fine
But now I am sick of
You, took what was mine
No not her
Because I feel emptiness
No what you took along with her
Was the happiness
That I felt with her alone
You told her you didn’t want to break up our relationship
But you did this, and now you cannot atone
For now I cannot pursue a friendship
For you have done what you cannot change
You destroyed a love of over three years
So many people find it strange
But soon you will receive jeers
For you may be new and shiny
But I have been here for her troubles
Let us see if you can stay for as many
For there are things she has not brought to the front of your mind
And those I will leave for her to tell you
But she may not be so kind
As to be forward with you
But just know no man or woman has done as I’ve done
None of them have made it past a year
Many of her friends by who you will be shun
Have known me longer than one measly year
You have not even known her for that little amount time
You may be “mature” and have a vehicle and who knows how much money you make
I may have to wait in line
But I will wait as long as it takes
Because I love her no matter what she shows
You have no ******* idea how much I care
But you will never know how much you don’t know
She will never be out of my hair
But I know that one day it may not be today, nor tomorrow, or for weeks, months, or years
She will come back to me
For she cannot hide her tears
Because I know she is crying just as much as me
She was my reason for being and you took her heart
You took my reason
I have been told I have no heart
But that is because I have had no reason
To be sad
I have witnessed things with my eyes
I have been abused by my dad
I have seen the light leave a man as he dies
You have no clue
What I know
Or how much I knew
But now you much reap the seeds you sew
And I guess what may not bother you at all
But you have caused the love of my life to leave me
And I resent you will my all
Now I will be
Not better, not fine, not even okay
For you have destroyed me
And I will be the first to say hey
You are the ***** who ruined my reason to be
And now I am at the brim
I am not being funny
I had even proposed to her
I was trying to get the money
To buy her the ring she deserved
But by destroying our relationship
I feel as if revenge is best served
Cold
For I left her years ago
And I was so bold
As to not let her go
Her friends hated me
They sent me hate messages
So many that I could not see
They were all filled with presages
Many of them said “I hope the the same thing happens to you”
But instead of her leaving to another place
She instead left to you
And even though I gave chase
You were the winner
She has chosen you as his new match
Though I may be only a beginner
You still will not catch
Up to how much we have been through
There is no amount of time that can add up to how many times I have been called upon
For how many times I was there when she was blue
When she felt as if she had no reason to go on
You cannot possibly understand
How much I love the girl
How many times she has squeezed my hand
Because she felt too bashful
To express her feelings to anyone besides me
While I was there for as much as I could
I must confess that I was not the only person who could see
Especially when I was not making good
Choices that contributed towards my own destruction
Though I have made terrible choices in life I believed I had made one good one
Alas it was only a reduction
And changed who I was as a person