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Devilgirlzdream Nov 2014
11w
If you think I don't understand....
Then you don't know me.
  Oct 2014 Devilgirlzdream
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The truth be told,
to each is his own,
giving up, I can't condone.
Turning these goals to gold,
never gets old. It calms my soul.
Using my gifts, to spread bliss
is my purpose, it's worth it.
Received guidance,
so I return it.
This knowledge,
I've earned it,
worked hard, and learned from it.
It's called living life;
that's the verdict.
Can't win them all,
no ones perfect.
But, can't lose them all
so trying is worth it.
Just be careful how you word it.
Chasing dreams with closed eyes
without a purpose,
means your lost.
So be aware of the cost.
At all cost,
believe in yourself.
Take care,
forsake the wealth for your health,
so you can fight fear,
with the progression of self.
Even though fear isn't there,
all hope could disappear,
if your not prepared,
to take it there.
Devilgirlzdream Oct 2014
Feeling dead inside once again.
This time...
It's pain for your best friend.
But the thing is.
He's my life.
He's more family than anyone knows.
He's not just my best friend.
He's like my brother.
He's my twin.
He's the other half of me.
I wish I could take away his pain.
I wish I could help him.
He broke so hard.
Yet he tries to fight.
Feels like he tries to fight alone.
Make you feel like....I don't know.
He's my German *******.
He's my #1 cuddle bug.
I don't care what happens to me ever.
I'd die for him without thinking.
I wish I could take all his pain.
I wish that I could be there more for him.
I wish I could hug and hold him when he breaks.
I wish that whenever he feels like crying he can
come to me and we'll just cuddle and talk like
everything will be ok when we know that it won't be.

I can't get it out of my mind.
Can't get it out of my heart.
My soul is dying.
Devilgirlzdream Oct 2014
I don't know what to feel anymore.
Life just seems like a waste here and there.
Seeing people happy around me
Seeing them break uncontrollably
What's the point in life anyway.?
We're born.
We live.
Then we die.
What's the point if you're pretty much already dead to begin with.?
Some of us are born with these unbelievely amazing talents.
The rest of us are just like a waste of space.
If I can sing....Then why do I feel like such an outsider.?
I'm right with the group of the loners.
The weak trying to act strong.
The dumb ***** trying to act smart.
But for what.?
I'm never gonna be good enough.
Not in this life time.
And probably not the next.
Or even the one after that.
Im not sure where all this is coming from.
And don't act like you're worried about me.
Don't act like you ever cared.
Im just someone in the shadows.
Im just that nobody people look past.
After everything i've seen.
It breaks my heart....
Oh wait..
What heart.?
Im a heartless *****.
I guess I'll always be that way.
Guess I'm a disrespectful and rude.
If so I apologize.
Not like you'd except that apology anyway...
I know you all have at least one thing against me.
And I don't blame you.
I could really care less if everyone hated me.
I mean...I should be use to it by now.
Everyone else is growing up and doing something with their lives.
I'm just the stupid lazy *** chick that thinks theres no point in life.
Thinks that she was suppose to die at the age of 15....
I don't know why Im even writing this considering no one will read it....
~Devil~
Devilgirlzdream Aug 2014
If I ever lost you,
I'd rather die.

If you never came back,
I'd be in hell.

If I didn't have my angel,
I would forever be a demon.

If I ever saw my wolf dead,
I'd go insane.

I can't imagine life,
Without you by my side.

You keep me whole,
You're now part of my soul.

I give you my heart,
So you'll never lose its beat.

I'd cry until,
I drowned in my own tears.

I'd cut until,
I drowned in my own blood.

Without you,
Life is nothing.

I never knew,
You'd be this important to me.

But life comes with surprises,
And you're the best I could have.

You make me smile.
You make me feel loved.
You make me feel save.
You make me laugh.

You might be a goober.
You might be an *******.
You might be different.
But I love it all.

I love you for you.
No matter how weird,
You can get.

I just wanted to say,
That if you ever leave.

I'll be by your side,
Through thick or thin.

You are
My
Best friend.

You are
My life.

My reason
I live.

Without you
I'm nothing.
<33333 Aikin The Deadman <33333
Devilgirlzdream Jul 2014
Just one of those days.
That I feel like I'm death.

I made you upset.
Angry with me.

I'm sorry.
I never meant to.

Just to much around today.
To much in my head.

I thought I cleared it.
I thought I was fine.

I guess I'm not.
If I made a fight with a line.

This poem might make no sense.
But I could care less.

I'm writing down my feelings.
Writing what I believe in.

I feel like such a *****.
I'm crying for making you feel like this.

I believe that I'm sorry.
You can leave now if your done with me.

I'm so use to people leaving.
I'm just stuck believing.

That no one really cares.
That no ones wants to be here.

That they all want me to die.
They don't want me in their lives.

I'm just having one of those days.
Please forgive for upsetting you that way.
Aikin The Deadman :'(
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