There is an uncertainty in the depths of my soul
That is causing me to love you cruelly
Don't confuse my cruel manners with my love for you depleting
I love you now more than ever
I need Him now more than ever
Please don't be selfish, because I haven't been
But I'm not too sure where my selflessness will lead me
I know that you need me
But I need Him way more
They on my shoulders
I choose to side with the Angel

It does not hurt very bad
But it still hurts immensely, if that’s sensible
The dose of anesthesia was drastically high,
A little more please I still feel this.
There, my body is no longer affected.
All of these nerves relocated from the tangible, to the depths of my spirit
I must release my soul, delimit my mind, and free my spirit
To acquire the numbness, peace, that I cannot allow my vices to take credit for