What do you see
When you look into my eyes?
I can't help but wonder
Every time you stare
What's going on inside of that mind
When you look at me from afar
What is it that you think?
What are your judgmental eyes contemplating?
Your feelings are jumbled
I can't make a single one out
And I can feel everything
From everyone
Am i blinded?
Are you perfidious
Or loyal?
Will you raze me
Or raise me?
Am I just another notch
Or do you want me to be your last?
I can't tell
Everything I see points to you
Every arrow in this world
They face different ways to most
But to me, strait at you
Where will you go?
Where will we go?
Have you decided?
I want to run away into your eyes
Down that dark path
Where light reflects and makes colors
Will you let me?
On that hill
With the swing
The beautiful sunset
Lulling me with every drip of color
Life
And beauty
Whispers creating my dreams
Comforting me
Surrounding me
Pulling up from a raging sea
What do you feel?
I can't tell
And I feel everything
From everyone
Except for you

The thrill that we could die any second.

Silence.
Every word
Every sound
Every thing
Silence.
Nothing needs to be said
No amount of words can help your situation
Don't think that for a minuet
Even a slight second
That you can be trusted
Or you can trust someone
Silence.
Not even a faint sound
Of a rose petal hitting the ground
So elegant
So fragile
But so loud.
Let it be
Silence.

Will I forever love you

Will I stand by your side

Will I love you until I die

Will I fight for you until I'm 6ft under
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Will I ever be over your

Will I leave your side

Will I stop loving you before I die

Will I stop fighting before I reach 6ft

Once upon a time
I loved you

Once upon a time
You loved me

Once upon a time
I fought for you

Once upon a time
You gave up on me

Once upon a time
I said stay

Once upon a time
You said goodbye

Once upon a time
I moved on

Once upon a time
You stayed

Once upon a time
I forgot your love

Once upon a time
You remembered mine

The time of today
Now I'm happy

The time of today
Now your sad

This distance between us
This broken heart of mine
This hole I keep feeling
Hurts me more then the blade
The blade I pierce into my wrist

I've been missing you
My hearts been missing
As well as my soul

You created me
Made the happy person I was
Then your lips opened
To the women whom carried you in her whom

I was weak
I couldn't handle the pressure
So I let go

But I've been missing you
My hearts been missing
As well as my soul

When I see you
I can't help but smile

When I see you
I can't help but blush

When I see you
I can't help but to hold you

When I see you
I can't help but to believe in love