He lies flat on the rooftop
looking at the stars.

Useless worlds birthing and dying
he muses
the colossal magnificence of waste

if atrophy is the verdict
why create a complex web of universe
just because someone from an island
would stare at them
in awe of the beauty
seeking a key to the riddle
himself a grain of dust
lost in reading the firmament
and not grasping
of what significance
he is
within his shrinking space and time
in an expanding universe.

3/29/2017

steaming july days,
screaming at me that I certainly did not know
what I got myself into

i couldve slashed my throat and
bled onto the connn-creete
and it wouldve boiled

no, you dont understand
no, you dont understand
no you dont understand

you understand? no, dont
you dont understand, no
dont you understand? no?

no...you'll never understand.
twisting our car-seat conversation
back and forth like a rivet

you were right
i didnt understand and i never did, an ingenue
you see back then

i was young for my old age
and old for my young age
who are you now

youve grown your hair out
and youre as woman as me?
a better photographer, too

but youre odd and always will be
i didnt know the indications of looove
i was what i was:

just a
little
girl.

Should I tell her that I love her?
Would I love her if I tell her?
That her should love I her;
Her? love would I tell her? I tell I if
I her? her that her?
I would her;
I love should her? if would I.
Love I I love her I love.
Tell if her should tell
Love her? I would I love her? if if tell;
I I tell I her?
(again)
I love;
That if.
Tell should her? her would;
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If tell if love;
I I should;
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Love that;
Her would.
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I I her? if I tell her I;
If her?
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I tell.
Absolution.
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If her? love I;
(I her?)
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Her I love her?
(again)
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Would tell;
Should I.

You see,
in a world of
dos and don'ts,
you're the only reason
I need
to conquer anything.

Cigarettes are a close second.