All my poems about you are mostly negative
I should’ve heeded that as a soft warning
Poetry has always been there to back me up more then anyone else has and I should’ve payed more attention to the signs it was trying to Display
I told myself it was stupid to weigh the cons over the pros,the cons tended to be massive.
A relationship is more then a body that needs weighing
I’ve told myself from the beginning it was going to hurt, that I would be ready with pen in hand, spilling all of the pain out when it happened
I ended up caring more then i thought I would
I am poetic, riveting, emotional, I will embrace what I like and do it unabashedly
Which also means I’m easily taken advantage of
I only cared for your happiness, how to make everything easy for you
You only cared for my body and what you could get from it
Maybe I was just infatuated with the feeling you were able to give me since it was all new to me