F/A Forgotten Place I'm a young teen battling with depression, suicidal urges and uncontrollable feelings. My monsters name is Quillian. 25 followers / 546 words
It's all I feel Just, empty My smile is fake The tears are real My laugh is hollow My love is void Just empty It's all I feel It makes me wonder Are you empty too?
My eyes are so heavy The monster is wide awake I can hardly move Its tail lashes back and forth My head hurts so much The claws are wrapped around me My stomach is so empty The monster is full This feeling inside The monster calls to me This monster inside No This monster that I am It lives with me It can die with me I can hardly stay awake It's getting tired My body won't move It's getting slower The hunger is so painful It's getting hungry The feeling inside It's pulling me in But the monster won't let it This monster that I am No This monster that we are Maybe it isn't so bad Just maybe
I just wanna sleep I can't focus The words in my head swirl and dance The teacher keeps talking I keep drawing When the bell rings the cycle restarts I'm stuck in hell once again