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 Jan 2013 Damaged
Nicole
Breaking
 Jan 2013 Damaged
Nicole
Words
Repeated one after one
Burning deep
Stinging to the core
After years and years of pretending they didn't exist
Now they've found their way into my mind
Yelling
Clawing
Screaming
Echoing
Back and forth in my head
Maybe she was right after all
Maybe I am just a **** up
Nothing
Worth nothing
Doing nothing but damage
To all those around me
They're worth more than that
I am not.
'You deserve it' they say
'You'll never change' they say
It's never ending
Until the end.
Never changing
Until it does.
I need out
I need peace
But when the problem is myself
there's nowhere safe to retreat
 Jan 2013 Damaged
Nicole
Guilt
 Jan 2013 Damaged
Nicole
I don't owe you.
Not a **** thing.
But still you're in my mind.
Surfacing from anything.
I hear your voice.
It burns deep into my chest.
But you no longer speak to me.
And I know it's for the best.
You did this.
It wasn't me.
You ******* it up.
Now why do I feel guilty?
 Jan 2013 Damaged
Nicole
Tears
 Jan 2013 Damaged
Nicole
I've noticed something
Over the past few years.
No matter how hard you close your eyes
It doesn't stop the tears.
 Jan 2013 Damaged
Nicole
Alone
 Jan 2013 Damaged
Nicole
I'm falling
Deep into a state of nothing
The rest of the world is fading
As I disappear.

Left alone with myself
Thoughts pulling me down further
No one here to pull me back
And I'm gone.

Surrounded with emotion
Sadness and anger with no devotion
I'm lost in that haze
With no hope for returning tonight.
Sorry I know this isn't good. But I needed to try something to feel better.
 Jan 2013 Damaged
Kaylin Martin
I think the main reason
that I don't want you to go through this,
is because I know exactly how it feels.
Probably more though.

I know how it feels
to not be called back,
texted back,
thought about.

I know how it feels
to want someone so bad..
To always think about them,
to always be reminded of them
throughout every part of your day.

I know what it's like
to want someone more than air,
to have them swallow your whole being,
to have them take over every part of yourself.

Don't you get it?

**I know.
 Jan 2013 Damaged
Alice Kay
I always end up in a state of self loathing,

but maybe it's worth it for those few minutes

of feeling like I could do anything I wished
only as long as you were at my side....

but now you're not....and never will be again
 Jan 2013 Damaged
Kaylin Martin
How dare you.
How dare you hurt my best friend.
Did you know I defended you?
Multiple times actually;
I knew you made her happy,
That smile, that smile that I love;
that was for you.
How dare you.
You make her hurt;
and I hurt with her.
you hurt us both.
She trips;
she trips a lot actually.
But for you,
she fell.
And you broke her fall
with your harsh words that pointed out her insecurities.
How dare you.
 Dec 2012 Damaged
W Heng
ache
 Dec 2012 Damaged
W Heng
It's the unlocking of a heavy door,
To a past that is long dead;
The dead thump of a dropping heart,
The cold of an empty bed.
The slides and glides of cello strings,
That linger in the dark-
A shadow of a stolen kiss,
That has forever left its mark.
Those empty nights that sat draped in darkness,
Spent listening to the rain;
Cold and crying for hollow want,
Watching the sun die over and over again.
The cold of your fingers on the nape of my neck,
Salty waves dying on the shore;
Chapped lips left half-parted,
"I can't do this anymore."

Crusty edged, picture perfect,
Skies that left me broken hearted;
sun kissed skin and star lit eyes,
Wishing you had never started.
A familiar voice you thought you'd forgotten,
the missing harmony of an old song;
The acid that drips deep inside
When you realize you were wrong.
The leaks of honey on your chin,
The end of something good;
It's the guilty pleasure in midst of the pain
Of a sin you never should.
The words you never really meant,
Lay sweet, savoured, spent.
All you heart weighed in gold,
The dying breath of stories never told.

Whispered seductions calling out,
Begging you to close your eyes-
Unclench, exhale, surrender fast;
Release and say goodbye.
 Dec 2012 Damaged
Kaylin Martin
Sometimes, it hurts;
          the world, crashing down around you.
But you just gotta take a breath;
          square your shoulders and throw
                     up your ******* if need be.
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