You should have never come around
You have my heart
Don't know how you did it, but
You're all that I have

Love can't grow in the dark, but
I know the truth will be revealed
I just can't help but love you

Whenever people argue with me
I always think I must be wrong
Most burning issues generate
More heat than light

I've been sleeping with the lights one, because
The cold darkness surrounds me
As the midnight releases an army of bright stars, and
I drown in dread

Pain is a game
We all have to pay

Now that it's over
It's time to move on
I can do bad
All by myself

Life goes on
This is merely an ending, but
Like a fool I forgave you

You keep on looking
Down the same ole path
I guess
The distance made you feel free
Keep your head down, and
Make it too me

You're the drug
That gets me through life
Your  eyes
Looked like a new beginning

You chose to be alone
You have a fickle heart, and
A bitterness

I'd like to say
We gave it a try
I can't help you fix yourself, but
At least I can say I've tried
It's time to say goodbye

It's hard to say what brings happiness
To see you is to sympathize

Should I give up
Or should I keep on chasing pavements

I'm sorry, but
I have to move on
With my own life

I feel like my heart is stuck in
Bumper to bumper traffic
You will never know that feeling

I can't face the truth
I'll do everything different

Go ahead, and steal my heart
Go ahead, and make me cry
You can have my heart, but
You cannot have my name

I'm full of
Sensitivity and intensity
I'm flawlessly broken
When will you notice?

There's  method to my madness
Please, set my midnight sorrow free
My heart is beating me to death everyday, and
I make up  memories
In my head
To fill the emptiness
You have left.

My mind
Runs away to you
With a thought
I want you to read

I've been here before,
Every feeling
Every word
I've imagined before

When will I see you again?
I often think
About where i've gone wrong
Well, it's what you learn after you
"Know it all"
That counts

Looked in the mirror, nd
I didn't recognize who I saw
I placed my hand on the mirror, and
My jaw dropped in awe

She was skinny and pretty
Everything I wanted to be
I turned away and shed a tear
That isn't me...

I stared at her
For a minute, I think.
I tilted my head, she stood straight
I just saw my reflection blink

I wish it was me
Instead of her,  
I told you how I felt, but
I guess
What I said, was never heard.

Yes,
I am upset!
Yes,
I am hurt!

What hurts the most
Is that I fell in love
With you, but
You'd never know how  I felt

I know that you're happy now, and
That's all that matters, but
Just seeing you together
It makes me feel sadder
Than i've ever been before, and
I can't take it anymore

To you
Did everything mean nothing?
Well, it meant the world to me!

Sometimes I feel
Like I don't belong in this world.
I try too hard, and
I care too little.

No one understands how I feel.
I feel like something in my life
Is missing, but
I just don't know what...

Am I living, or
Am I just alive?

I lie
About my life a lot,
So they don't know
The truth

All I do is hurt
Those who
Are around me

Am I living, or
Am I just alive?

Do you know what it is like
To sit alone?
I know I am hated
By everyone I have ever know.

I almost fought
The tears, and
The pain, and
The stuff, but
Everyone knows
Almost is never enough

Eventually we break down, and
Spill how we feel
For you, it is easy
For me, it is a big deal!

You know,
I cry in the shower
That is why I take an hour
I do not even feel at home
In my own home
I know no one love me, and
I know I will always be alone
Even at home,
I sit alone!

At night,
I cannot sleep
The words you say
They cut me deep
They make me
Feel weak.

You know,
One could only take so much
"We almost saved her...", but
Everyone knows,
Almost is never enough.

The day you are gone
Everyone seems to care, but
No one seems to care
When your were there...

when I finally left
you begged me to stay
but all the times you were gone
it was all okay.
it was cool if you partied
till 4 the next night
I was at home crying
but to you it was alright
I remember one year
it was valentines day and I was sick in bed
you could of been there to take care of me
but out cheating on me ..instead.
I wonder if I did that
how that would make you feel
the person you thought loved you
betrays you and thinks its [no big deal]
I think its kind of funny now
that I stayed around that long
did you only push me down
to make yourself feel strong?
I know relationships have problems
I know there will always be
I know you were with her when you should have been with me

I know I love you with all my heart
even though its all in half
I guess ill try to repair one side
the other you can have
I miss you every single day
but I know leaving was the right thing to do
cuz if you really love me
you would of never been untrue

What does forever mean to you?
When you couldn't even keep it true
You said were you'd forever be there
But were those just words pulled from thin air?
Did you actually love me?
Did you really see the feelings I see?
The truth, the love, the loyal tears
The betrayal, hate, and the fear
I thought you felt the same
That you would cover me in the rain
I thought forever and always was forever
But now there's not an us…never
You said you'd always be there for me
But now I truly see
That you never saw the feelings in my soul
Now you've pierced my heart with a hole
But my heart has healed
Now I have friends that are real
And you're gone out of my life
Unable to pierce me with the heartbreaking knives
I thought forever was forever not just a word
But I guess that's not what I heard…

I walked along the bridge
Watching cars zooming past
On the corner of my eye
"Who would care if I died?" I ask
With warm tears, I cried

"You're not pretty enough
Skinny enough
Tall enough either!"
"Just end your life kid
It will benefit us."

If only they knew
What was going through my head.
I looked down at the ocean
From  the narrow ledge

A man got out his car, and ran
He gave me his hand.
'"Don't do it!
Come with me
Everything will be fine...", but
It was too late
I jumped then changed my mind

Life is not all rainbows and butterflies.
Just ask the ones that lie inside,
Lifeless and dull.
Fluttering their wings inside my skull,
Torturing me until I have died.
Life is not all rainbows and butterflies.

What was mine is no longer

Pour me a glass of wine

All your lies have wounded me.

Tell me that you love me

I knew you were the one.

Why did you have to lie?

Don't do this, you're scaring me

I met my soulmate, he didn't.

I just saw my reflection blink

"Just married" said the shattered windshield

I jumped then changed my mind

He left and didn't come back.

Did I mean nothing to you?

I was informed
You have...feelings?
And apparently i've...hurt them?
My bad

Scars, you know they burst
Sending the pain throughout the earth
You have alot to learn and
I know you're worth it!

Hey B,
Why you acting like a stranger?
I remember when I used to be your favorite.
We used to stay up for hours 'til the latest.
Ain't it funny how things change?
I hate it!

You know we can't just escape ****,
That's life.
You gotta man up and face it...Alright?
I always smile just to fake it,
But tonight imma tell you how you made.

I can't ever move on!
When i'm with him I think of you
Yes, I know that's wrong.
I'm not really the type to sing stupid love songs
But when our song comes on I sing along.

Why?
Cuz i'm angry and i'm hurt!
I thought you were the best.
Got me feeling the worst.
I feel something in my chest
When I try to find the words.
I said "**** the rest, i'll always put you first!"

That's that **** that gets me tight,
Now it's giving you the nerve,
You thinking that you're better
Running with them *******
Stating that you fed up.

You forgot about the time you were down?
I kept your head up!
How about that life that you said we would set up?
I'm not that straight you know
I got plenty people hitting the line
Ask me how i'm doing,
Imma always say fine.

Baby, i'm a g
You know i keep a straight face.
Why give you the satisfaction?
I about to put you in your place.

When I think about us, I get sick to my gut.
I got pushed to the point that i'll never know love.
Everyone I meet now,
I know I will never trust.
Mean while your niggahs trynna know me.
You thought you was the man, you never broke me.

Don't try to call dibs, you don't own me!
Don't try to meet me, text me, don't phone me.

Hmmm? What's wrong?
Now you feeling lonely?
When I brush you off
That's when you gunna hold me?

Imma tell you exactly what I know b,
Karma's a *****
You shoulda loved the old me

Every time I look at him I see your face.
It turns my stomach just thinking of how much I miss you and why.
you treated me so badly.
Only God knows why I still have feelings for you.
I love you and I was waiting for that special day to hear you say I Do,
What happened to that?
We were supposed to run off into the sunset together.
I guess fairy tales don't exist.
What the hell was I thinking?
The thought of you being with someone else,
treating them better than you did disgusts me.
Why are they so different?

Did you love me?
You would gently caress your hand across my face
Not punch me over and over again begging for you to stop
Did you love me?
You would run your hands lovingly thru my hair
Not grab it with your fist and pull it and throw me done
Did you love me?
To wipe the tears from my eyes and tell me I'm here for you
Not to tell me to shut up cry baby and kick me
Did you love me?
You would look into my eyes and tell me how special I am to you
Not say harsh words and spit into my face
Did you love me?
I loved you
But not the monster I saw last night, you were someone else
Did you love me?

You told me that you would never leave me
You Lied
You told me you would love me forever and never let me go
You Lied
You told me we were gonna get married and live happily ever after like in a fairytale
You Lied
You told me that no one could ever replace me
You Lied
You told me that she meant nothing to you
You Lied
You told me you could never love her as much as you loved me
You Lied
You told me that I was your one and only
You Lied
You told me that one day we was gonna have a family of our own
You Lied
You told me that you would forgive me and forget about everything I did wrong
You Lied
You told me you would never keep secrets from me
You Lied
You told me you would never lie to me
YOU LIED

In the darkness of my night
you held my hand with love
so soft, so tight, guiding my
soul towards the light and
healing my body with your
midnight kiss, dragging me
from the edge of an abyss
who's hunger reached out
to feed on the agony of my
love for you.
Is this a curse that has been ****** on me
to live forever and never be
free from the beauty of your
treachery.

My Spirits' been hurt
So deeply by your actions.
It literally turned me off
Of all other attractions.

You were the one who
Broke down my wall,
Opened my heart to love
Not just to you, but to all.

On a pedestal
I held you up, you
Were what made me live
and never to give up.

What a fool I've become
To trust you to love me
How blind I was, how
Couldn't I see?

You were my world or
so it seems,
When my eyes are closed,
In my dreams.