It's been two days
And not a word heard
My messages left unread
And calls going missed
I expected nothing less
Cause that's usually best
When it comes to being inside my head
I'll lose my hope
Give up pretty soon
What more is there to do
When you've already left
And I saw it coming too
I already knew you'd leave me too
Without a word shared
But what the ****
Why leave me questioning myself why
How did I **** up this time
And why does it still hurt
If I knew it would happen soon
That you'd leave me too
Leaving me trapped in my head
With yet again
Heart in hand, or at least what's left

Far into the night
I spied a long dead star
like that dark light
I saw through the pane
of your window,
like a signal for me
that it was all clear now
to move on to another exile,
another woman, another
island to banish myself,
another liaison with dawn.