it was a silent splash
into the river
and all its bewitching curves
as it sank into his pores
his mouth his ears
his eyes his body
as one second of purity
washed countless years
of killings and being killed
cleansing him from the inside-out
then he sees him
on the other side
again.
for a moment they freeze
in their shock
the quiet ripples are no longer
silent as they scramble out to shore
as they ignore their bare bodies
as they reach for their veteran
killing machines
and for another moment
he watches him crawl up to shore
while he aims it at his head
his finger at the trigger
but in this moment
in their nakedness
stripped of identity
they are one and the same
they are no different
there is no violence no hurt no war no sadness no killing no hate no guns no knives no punches no kicks no grenades no trenches no shrapnel no-
and with a muted splash
he feels the river
of blood running down
his head
as the moment of realisation
slips away
In war, everything seems to be black and white.
Will you get killed by your own grey heart?