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 Nov 2014
crystallaiz
I'm sorry for being me
when you needed someone else.
To many people, and to myself.
 Oct 2014
SheOfNeverland
When I look in the mirror there's one thing I see
The ghost of a girl that used to be me
So pale is her face, so tattered her shirt
The tears on her face make streaks in the dirt.

Fingers that clasp her heart in her hand
She watches it beat as she struggles to stand
Her lips form an O as she cries and she screams
She falls to the floor, comes apart at the seems.

This ghost of a girl once had her own name
But now that she's gone every word sounds the same
Inside out on the floor in what once was her room
Surrounded by darkness, gone blind from the gloom.

The girl in the mirror walks away from the glass
From her world to ours she somehow has passed
She approaches the ghost that now lies on the floor
And helps her arise while her insides still pour.

She gathers her up, every last little part
Gets a needle and thread and starts with the heart
Each thing put in its place then she sews it all in
And returns to the mirror she was meant to be in.

The ghost of the girl stares in awe at her face
The girl that once was has come back to this place
She was there all along she just needed some help
What a shock that she found she just needed herself.
 Sep 2014
Gwen Johnson
Please
Can I have a dark night
Or invisibility
I need to disappear right now
 Sep 2014
Gwen Johnson
It's hard to write poetry
When I have no motivation to do so
I'm just looking for inspiration
Somewhere
Anywhere
But I can't find it in me
So maybe you could help me
If you would talk to me
'Cause right now
I'm having a one sided conversation
And it's not going well
Because my words to me
Demotivate me
So would you please join this conversation
With me
Maybe I could be happy
But I've gotten sidetracked
With envy
And displease
Sometimes looking for the words to describe me
Sometimes trying to find me
Using sad music and poetry
Staring at the mirror
Long enough to find every flaw that bugs me
Getting in to arguments just to see if I can win
Then the begging comes in
'Cause I still want them to be my friend
I'm sorry but it hurt me
Every conversation you cut me off in
But don't worry I'm used to it
That happens to me with friend or not friend
But I know you care about me
You do right?
Did these words come out right?
Did it somehow turn into an apology?
Because I am sorry
But for what?
Maybe for always being wrong
Because someone once said that I always am
I'm wrong
It's true that I am
So here's the poem I tried so hard to write
And I sincerely apologize for it
Because these words might eat you
Like they ate at me  
Gripping unto something
Maybe the guilt inside me
And as it comes flowing out it's making me shaky
Hitting my nerves
On the way to escape me
Because even it wishes to leave me
So I'll beg once more
Please will you save me
 Sep 2014
Gwen Johnson
Have you heard the broken words?
Of a happy girl
On a sad day
Have you read the letters
Almost Illegible
And tear stained
Addressed to the past
And even though she could have a bright future she only looks back
Have you heard the cries too familiar you can't sleep
Have you realized where you put your energy?
 Jul 2014
Forgotten Heart
I hope
Wonderful life
awaits for me...
 Jul 2014
Forgotten Heart
this
time

it's
not
me
missing
you

its
only
you
missing
me
i always can feel how you feel
 Jun 2014
Forgotten Heart
i almost died
when i start
to miss you
i hope you know this
 Jun 2014
Forgotten Heart
i said
i hate you
and
you said
thanks
does that mean
you really felt
what i meant???
i meant i really really love you by saying i hate you
 Jun 2014
Forgotten Heart
your distance
makes me
realize
how much
i love you
 Jun 2014
Forgotten Heart
I'm glad
finally
you
once thought
to think
about me
before
your ego....
Thousands of thanks to you
 Jun 2014
Forgotten Heart
i hope
one day
soon
you will know
how much
you mean
to me,
in my life....
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