Even though I still struggle with sins in my life, here on the earth.
I sin less then I did a year ago , he has forgiven me for the sins.
For on the cross, he died for my sins so that I may be free,
For no not one can get to heaven for his works here on earth.
But by trusting in the only one that lived an sinless life here.
You can get to heaven through him, the Living Savior the Christ.
For he loves you so much that even if you were the only one.
Whom believed in him, he would have still went to the cross.
Because he loves you and me that much, that he feels we are to die for.
But this is the greatest part he raised up again and sent the Holy Ghost to us.

in this quiet room
i can only hear the rain knocking on my window
i can only feel the storm in my head
dark and it's getting darker
light won't ever shine
cold and it's getting colder
it's autumn in my heart
dying with every leaf
i haven't got the will to live
my body aches
millions of needles through my skin
my heart dies little by little
i embrace the pain
i'm holding my breath
i find joy when closer to death
i am drowning in tears
cutting in my flesh
the rain from my veins falling harder and harder
red on my legs
red from my wrists
an ocean of misery i'm falling in
i cannot swim
i'm drowning in a sleep
that i'd like to last forever.