You stand before the cutting board,
excited appetite
juices flowing in your mouth
and in the tender meat.
Hungry man, do turn your gaze
Devour me too !

I need someone to hold
to love
to kiss
to hug
to call mine
but I don't just need anyone
**I
need
you.

Why must my heart be the prisoner of this ruthless pain?
Why must my stubborn heart continue grasping into this wonderful man I'm in love with?
How can it be this hard?
To love someone you can't have?
How can they make you stay up until the morning thinking about nothing but them?
How is it possible that as soon as you open your eyes,
their beautiful smile
&
lovely face appear in your head?
That when you're going to sleep, the last thing you think about is them?
How is it possible that sometimes, you never stop thinking about them?
When you go to sleep and dream about them, wake up thinking about no one but them... How?
I'm Wondering How!
How can you allow someone to have so much power over you?
He does something to me, that Man!
I love him
&
He's making me cry.

I do understand that everyone has their own views on getting involved with person that are a lot older.
But when real feelings are involved
&
True love exists
Then what !?
Nothing else matters.
No age gap is too wide if we both feel so right.
Love is ageless and pure
&
Having a big age gap in a relationship should never pose a problem.

floorboard creak as i walk through the house                    
                           i stop for a moment to listen for you
                                                                         and there you are
                              two steps behind me
                       you're not really there                                                          
but i feel your presence
you're a ghost in my mind                      
you return to me late at night                                          
                or when no one's home
                                                                         i hear your deep chuckle
                                                                                              and can't help but smile
you're two steps behind me                    
you're a ghost in my presence                                  
           but you're there
you're with me
you're reassuring me
                       constantly of your love for me
                                           and my love for you

let your ghost be here                                                      
when you cant                

                                                                                         haunt me
                                                            and never stop

*~**~

It's Wonderful The Feelings I Get Caused By Only You Baby & Your Actions

When You Ask Me FACE TO FACE & REALLY CLOSE TO ME
I Just Stare
&
Smile For A While & think
"Hey Man Don't Get Any Closer
Because I'm Dying To Kiss You"
;)