I have forgotten how to write
I am out of words
My heart feels heavy
And my soul is crumbling

I have been holding for too long
Too long to imagine
Shredded to pieces
I am left with nothing

I sit on my chair
And keep thinking
Why is this world so cruel?
And all the people of it?

When the night is dark
And my room is darker
I only call upon death
Which feels like my last partner

To have a heart
So soft and warm
You have to suffer
Until you’re dead and gone