Cracked window
laying on an empty bed
feeling alone and low
from these last words you said

More than i can take,
warmth is what i crave
like cookies that are baked
sometimes i need to be saved

The positivity freezes within,
negativity follows behind.
All of this a sin
yet I'm still kind.

I'm not angry or mad
nor scared nor nervous
nor depressed or sad.
I'm Happy on purpose.

All i am saying
this all makes no sense.
I'm cold, tired, and laying
on this bed 50 feet from the fence.

People speak of letting go.
they say if you do and it comes back
it was meant to be. So
everything will be on a simple track.

No one speaks of letting down
no one knows the feeling of giving disappointment.
how does that sound?
involuntarily letting go for something you did in the moment.

What do you do to make up?
nothing can compare to the upsets towards the expectation.
They drink your reasons and excuses in  a full cup
which isn't real hydration.

you try
instead of doing
why can't we see eye to eye
like the sky blueing

i'm sorry doesn't help
you beg and beg
to compensate for the act that was for yourself.
you didn't know the events ahead

But letting someone down
when they saw better in you
just seeing there face frown
shows how much your love was true

I have two useless feet
that can only walk so far,
Far enough for us to meet
on the corner near the special bar

You tell me be there at four
But my legs break down
leaving me home not even out the door
while you're already in town

Although i never show up
you always expect me, with hope
But i leave him with a cold cup
as we connect and tie with a rope

You're the only one
who choose to stay
we have all kinds of fun
because you're the only one who wants to play

The mysterious way
you keep me focused on you
it's these small things everyday
that make me fall in love with you

But this kind of love hurts
no consideration for my feelings
leaving me thirsty in the desert
left me dead bleeding

I say i will walk miles for you
when you want it i -do not
But when i want it- i do
But we can see i'm trailing off a lot

its clear like an empty glass
that i have these feelings
that i gained them very fast
and boxed it in with the ceiling

These infatuations
are like waiting out in the cold
in the never coming train station
because i know your heart is already sold

I'm stuck in my bed alone
and the only thought is you.
So i pick up the phone
Because theres nothing else to do

With the worthless feet
i'll still limp to your place
just to make you pleased
and to see your face

I can't get rid of this
the disease is real.
And your kiss
it does nothing  but break and heal

Strapless dress
Her confidence is high
She know's she's prettier than the rest
but she lets out a lonely sigh

She's nothing but a product of loveliness
Anyone can tell her but she won't believe
She sees nothing but ugliness
Never to be relieved.

She sees a light within
She hopes someone will notice it
More than the sins
And not be a hypocrite

She can't wait to meet him
The one who will be there through thick and thin
The one to light up the dim
He with tough skin

She remembers when it was first felt
Something infatuational
so much so she melted
but it wasn't real or actual

She moved on
she tells herself the lie.
That chapter was full of pros and cons
At least no knots were tied

Yet she still doesn't know she's perfect
everything she does, she does for good
her touch affects
The only thing about her that's understood

Someone will come along
she'll just have to wait
it's worth the delay, she'll write a hundred songs
He will come, even if it's late

Things are moving fast
considering its been about 5 days.
Reminiscing on the past
Let me in, if i may.

You're now in the pile
finally on the list.
you're a new change of style
as you give me the designer kiss.

we moved past getting to know
because in short time
we're aware but won't take it slow.
Hoping this doesn't end like a squeezed lime.

How can we make this work without a machine?
Seeking superior quality within.
Something that's never been seen
Something not made of sin.

It's hard to find
someone willing to try.
Then i go in deep while blind
probably my results of cries.

You can hold me in your arms
rub my hands
and spark your charms
But at the end, where do we stand?

Watch the sunsets
with our hands clutching
So close to you i sweat
that our lips are now touching

Where do i find it?
How not to get played?
The best benefit
of having it handmade

The way you looked at me
Before our last kiss
Makes me think we can agree
We had put ourselves at risk.
Thinking we can mask
Emotions forever
Not knowing that this is just draft
And we won't always be together.

You said "let's keep it casual"
Not wanting to commit.
Did it really mean "keep it ******"
But not wanting to admit?
You constantly want it.
Apparently we're a match
Although we're completely opposite
It seems we have no strings attached.

Me through it all
I said I won't feel
Despite I suffer withdrawal
And your simple presence won't heal.
No matter what I'll gain these emotions
So I'm sorry if I cling.
During all this commotion
I'm forever tangled in the strings.