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Stephanie Jan 2018
She's thinking of something poetic
Then he came into her mind
Like an unexpected visitor
Somehow disturbing, but she liked it

Heard the tickling of the clock
There's nothing she can talk about
Than how much she missed him
Somehow disturbing, but she liked it

It's been 3 days of waiting
For him
For someone who's not sure if coming
Somehow disturbing, but she liked it

Her heart is full of optimism
But her mind brings her into such pessimism
She knows she loves him
Somehow disturbing, but she like it

She's thinking of something poetic
Then she realized her poem was him
It's 2:36 am
Somehow disturbing, but what could she do..



if she really loves him..
Stephanie Jan 2018
Everything so nice

Is untrue in my eyes

Am I blind?

Can't see the goodness behind


I'm a fool to believed

But it's better to be fool than to leave

The wonderland of our dreams

Where faded memories screams
Stephanie Jan 2018
I love the smell of winter
No sign of danger
Snowflakes falling
My heart then stops beating

Hypothermia
A daydream of insomnia
Looks like Nirvana
I believed in this drama

Winter -
Oh I thought it was winter


                                   No.



it was summer..






..................... fiery



thing that made things blurry.





It's you and your dagger
You stabbed me, I was in danger


I thought it was winter until I become a goner.
hey heyyy! I just really want to write these things up in my mind into poetry. This one's a bit sad, sorry for that.
Stephanie Jan 2018
It Is You


You stand tall, handsome and confident today
A sweet smile on your face lasts along the way
You walk straight and take a step closer and closer to her
I've figured it out, because with her belongs your heart

Every smiles you shared together,
Is a treasure you kept in your heart forever
Thinking that this girl is the one you will marry
and you'll be sharing home and a life so merry

Everything look so perfect, right?
You always make sure that she's more than happy and alright
Because her happiness is your happiness
and to be loved by her love is your greatest success

She looks so stunning in that floral dress
Matched with the morning sunrise fresh,
You wonder how she can easily takes your breathe
You will hold her hand and your day was complete

It is going so romantic in the midst of sunset
with the both of you, savoring every moment
the birds will sang beautiful love songs in chorus
Lost in each other's bright brown eyes but still in focus

When everything looks perfect, there comes a disaster
The calm sunset clouds turned into a gray monster
What is this turn of events? she will run away
Away from her superhero, from you she went astray

They said, love moves in mysterious way
But then it is more mysterious why love has to break
Your heart that once full of love screams her name
While you left there with stains of tears hoping that she'll came

How many days and nights will passed
Why are you still looking behind what is past
The sunrise and sunsets you treasured are gone
But your heart still beats for the girl you used to call "the one"

It is very different and strange this morning
That you woke up today without her "good morning!"
And you are now become a stranger,
trying to know your identity without her

You realized that you don't have a broken heart or probably just miss her kisses
You realized that you have a broken self shattered into million pieces
But then you did your best to pretend and convince yourself
When the totality of you still screams her name and you pretend to be deaf

How many months and seasons will passed
Why are you still looking behind what is past
You've unconsciously search for the answer
But it just end up thinking that you will always love her

The truth you will never knew is right in front of you
Because if there's one who love more, it is you
Because if there's one who gave it all, it is you
Because if there's one who sacrificed the most, it is you

The one who loves more is the one who has the most pain
The one who gave it all is the one that nothing gains
The one who sacrifice the most is the one who left in blue
And that one is no other than you
I've written this to be dedicated to those who loved, but didn't get their happy endings.
Stephanie Jan 2018
I witnessed the foreshadowing of my once bright sky,
How living memories started to die
Fathom my happy life instantly turn into lie
Give me a second and I fool everyone a treacherous smile

It began with...                I don't know actually
Maybe when people turned their backs from me
While their constantly saying that they'll never leave
They aren't even aware that in every day they did

Then, my fragmented soul, I promised, I'll be tougher
Like a stonecold in the midst of sober
Because in this universe, I am a one of a kind hue
That can't even blend with the beautiful colors of you

So today, I'll be climbing Mt. Forlorn
And dive in the deepest sea of thorns
So honey, listen to me, have sense of alertness
Even your own shadow will leave you in darkness
This poem is written out of a blast of pure imagination. I'm not depressed, I just express haha! have a good day, you who are reading this! **

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