Don’t call me
With a smile in your voice when I answer
And a reminder you’ll never be mine

Don’t tell me about your dreams of my body against you
When you hold me at arm’s length but say
You never get enough sleep

I think you've caught my sickness,
you've been feeling so sad
I think you've caught my problems,
you've been getting really mad
I'm not old enough to feel love
I'm not old enough to be myself
Be with people i prefer
Go to places i don't like

so bury me tonight
just let me sleep, just let me sleep

Don't  take it away,
because when you do
it feels like i am wrong
for liking your soft hand,
for liking a girls hand.

We see a body
But not a soul
We love a person
But hate at the same time
We wake up with a smile
But we keep problems inside
We read enchanting words
But we live in a chaotic world
We make new friends
But in the future theyre our monsters
We make love
But we feel ***** like wars, afterwards
We follow the lights
But it may lead us to trouble
We fix things
But were not the one who broke it
We eat to feel better
But deep inside you felt heavier


Sometimes we do things, without knowing its consequence and its real meaning.

I moved my bed near the window
So i can read books while feeling mellow,
Maybe i can wake up
With sunrays climbing on my top.
Thousands of printed words
Placed in every walls
I dont know what is wrong
But i feel that im not in-control..

Maybe this isnt new to me..
Maybe it didnt change after all..
Maybe Im still this person
Cause i cant move on..