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 Dec 2015 Chloe Zafonte
Phoenix
What do you see
When you see me

Do you see a beautiful young lady
Oozing potential

Bright grey eyes
And a big smile

Tall posture
Showing confidence

An outgoing girl
Ready to take on the world

When I look in the mirror
I see me

But who am I
Cliche really
The simple three worded question

I see a girl
With troubles in her eyes
And a smile full of lies

Being outgoing
Is my defence
Go all out
Let no one in

Tall posture
Is the result of a saying
"If you can't blow them away with your brilliance, baffle them with your *******."

In reality though
It's all self hate
Thoughts of

'You're not good enough'
'You're unforgivable'
'Nothing you do will ever be enough'

In reality
I am what you see
And what you see is me

And what you read here
Is another part of me
That I don't let people see

Is this what you see
When you meet me
You have very strong points
They even sliced me
But then again
There's still two sides of a story
I felt like she was slightly disrespectful though. Shaming my abuse and basically calling it nothing because of the abuse she went through. She's sympathetic, but not understanding. But at least I know that no form of abuse is better (or worse) than another. The pain from words stick around longer than broken bones. I'm sorry your bones are aching with reminders
People say the hateful and ungrateful don't deserve anything.
That the too insecure deserves no love.
And, yes,
They make strong points on why they don't deserve anything.

But in the end, even though I know they're right
I still get the still human feeling.
Everybody says this, and people that has gotten to know me "enough" has called me all of these words and yeah they're true I think. The truth is only true for reasons. But still, even though some people are this way, they are this way for a reason, I am the way I am because of the things I experienced and because of other things I won't mention. I still get the "they're still human" feeling when people do that.
Cheap actions
Causes high cost in consequences.
For example,
Having *** without a ******. It's cheaper, but a baby or treatments for stds ain't. ****. People are so stupid. I can't even understand
 Dec 2015 Chloe Zafonte
A Lopez
My body
Is carved
From sticks and stones
As they say
But words
Shall never hurt me.
I was filth,
*****
From past words named to me.
But what he didint
Know
I wasn't his
***,
I was a princess.
A tone,
And hue of
What he missed.

Simply this,
He missed
Out on what goodness
He could have had
A loyal girl,
A sènora
Who was beyond his
Wildest imagination!
Beyond any other woman
Or grab!
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