I'm crazy
It's true
I always think about you

             How you hurt me
        How you loved me
            The tears, the power

The way you held me
The way I fell for you
I can see that it was a mistake

            But sometimes mistakes are good
      You were good
            You were bad

Hold me
Kiss me
Make me feel something again

Wipe off your makeup
No need to hide
Put down the eyeliner
You look just fine

See that girl in the mirror
See that girl in your mirror
That's you without your mask of powder and blush
That's you without your "face" of golden dust

Look past your face
Look how beautiful your lungs are
Look how gorgeous your heart is
Look at your soul, is it clean and pure?

Now look deeper- into your heart
Your blood pumps through
Wishing that you could restart?
Stop.

Look into the future, stop dwelling in the years that passed
Look at who you will be, not the girl from the years that didn't last
Put down your force field and take off your mask
Today is today and tomorrow will be a new day

I can’t go though one more day,
saying that I’ll be okay.
Holding a blade to my skin,
wondering what if…

red wrists,
fresh blood.
God won't be able
to save everyone.

White snow, white lights, happy smiles
Brown mud, mismatched lights, sad eyes
Trees lose their colors, but not their beauty
People lose their money, but not their soul
Cold grass, warm socks
Happy people, sad people