So many things we left unsaid
you are a beautiful soul
a wretched animal
a first love
my dearest friend
my love
we both know it had to come to an end


My love, so many things we did not say
you are the clouds to my sunshine
the rain on my birthday
the bruises underneath my clothing
the feeling of being whole in my heart

My love, i wish we never had to be a part
my first love, but not my last
you are forever mine
or at least the biggest part of my past

My love, where did we go wrong
what could we have done better
did we shatter eachothers souls, or only slightly dent them

My love, i never wanted to say goodbye
you are the birds that chirp when the sun just begins to peak
you are the softest blanket that covers me when i sleep

My love, tell me now, what happened?
where did we go wrong?
were you really who i thought you were?
I cant be so delusional, for none of it to be real
and i know that you know, exactly how i feel

my love, what if we tried it again?
What if once again i could call you my bestfriend?
What if...

Life does not allow for what ifs
Life is only now
So this is goodbye my love
Time to finally let go
One thing i can say, is that together we did grow

So goodbye my love, i swear this is my last
You will forever be the sunny days of my past

with sunburns comes aloe, and a comforting pain
we are the only thing that can keep eachother sane

we have no real purpose, but to drink our thoughts away
we don't know where were going, so we'll smoke until we forget the day

we are not true beings, just pieces to one another
we would die for each other, but don't speak to our own mothers

our parents don't know where they went wrong
our failures sound to us, like the most beautiful song

with mosquito bites comes comfort, underneath our skin
the blood running through me is not a representation of my kin

call it disrespectful, call it what you must
but through these beautiful beings i have found astonishing trust

my family does not know me, nor does it interest them to try
but these beings i have found, they live to know why i want to die

in these long, hot months we only have each other
my blood doesn't need to run though you for me to call you my brother

we rejoice under the shining stars, astonished by the moon
we've never felt so whole, as we do together in this room

wherever we go, in this long hot summer
we will always know that we have one another

take me to mosquito land, where happiness awaits
these beings i have found, are surely part of my fait

the **** has all been smoked
the movie is over
the food is gone
this is the end

"i could have kissed you
not even caring
that the skies
opened up above us
and tried to wash us out"

tomorrow is not promised
it is a gift you might not get

tomorrow is not guaranteed
that's something you should never forget

cherish today as if it is your last
make peace with all the sins of your past

speak the words you said you never would
stand in a place where you have never stood

see the world with brand new eyes
remember your lows but bask in your highs

fear does not exist, fear is in your head
your imagination is what causes your dread

those shadows in the corner of your eye
simply your imagination, nothing but a lie

the bump in the night you thought you heard
nothing but paranoia, your reality is becoming blurred

those dark thoughts invading your mind
sanity is not something you are about to find

the voices they are dark, and they refuse to leave your mind
your feeling like this life is something you need to leave behind

the end is coming closer, the voices becoming louder
had you acted like you were normal, you could have made your parents prouder

“you do not belong here, this place does not want you”
the things these voices tell you, they really are not true

all you had to do was open up
these dark voices are extremely corrupt

to be alive, to laugh and cry
it still wont happen if you choose to die

stay with me, ill make you safe
stay with these demons and your mind will only chafe

come with me, we'll go away
we will tell the demons they can not stay

let me into the deepest parts
together we can repair each others damaged hearts