29/Genderqueer/California Generally autobiographical, usually negative.
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I have no middle I am not empty If there was nothing to fill in the first place My fingers dance Where there is no music There will be no music Never again I was born to die Never to smile Never to feel the joy of togetherness Of light No tears Only space Drifting away from the shores of Sanity The shadows have gone and I am alone in the grey
Your ice touched the fire it was I who got burned You held tight to the flames for which I always yearned You were given her soul and you gave it no thought While I'll never have what I desperately sought I am broken, I've shriveled I'm shattered, bereft I had no hope to start with now I have nothing left
I want to light a fire inside you To stoke your flames And make your body melt I want to see your eyes ablaze To feel the smoke Rise off your body I want you to beg me to Satisfy this unbearable heat I want to bring you to a boil And breathe in the steam that you gasp out I want to burn my fingers when I touch you As I make your temperature soar higher I want to scald my tongue when I taste you And when you burn out beautifully I want to cradle your glowing embers And keep you warm For next time
She whispers my name but I can hear her clear as day I turn and she's there she smiles and laughs and tilts her head just so And together we close the distance between us and my mind sighs and she sighs as I run my fingers through her hair just so and the moment is perfection and it is just as I dream as I dream I dream and my eyes drift open and I sleep
Oh, the wind in your hair... God, that smile on your face... How your eyes shine with joy from afar! And while I despair, While I drown in this place, Still you wave from your boyfriend's red car.