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78 · Nov 2018
Say Something
Ruheen Nov 2018
Say something.
Anything.
I just need you to,

Say something.
Anything.
There's nothing I won't do,

To hear your voice,
Just one more time.
You need to realize,
A word will be just fine.
Just please,

Say something.
Anything.
So that I can let you go.
I don't know what compelled me to write this. I just sat down and it came out. As a song.
77 · Dec 2018
Time Travel
Ruheen Dec 2018
Too bad we can't time travel,
There are a lot of mistakes I need to fix.
There's a lot I would want to say to the girl I used to be.

I wish she knew that her life was going to be hell.
But,
She didn't.

And the past is the past.
It's what made me who I am now,
And do I really want that to change?
Do I?
76 · Aug 2018
Wake. Up.
Ruheen Aug 2018
Wake. Up.
What do you see?
What is it?
What’s making you scream?

Wake. Up.
This isn't real.
It doesn't exist
It’s all in your head.

Wake. Up.
Your eyes are playing with you.
You’re just seeing things.
You’re only dreaming

Wake. Up.
Have you ever seen or felt things that weren’t there?
Have you ever had a dream that turns into a nightmare?
Have you ever woken up, screaming?
And they say it’s nothing.
75 · Apr 2019
Miss Me
Ruheen Apr 2019
Tears in my eyes
Hands on a knife
Such a sad life
I've had to disguise

I'll be going to hell
I wish you well
Grief is a spell
Can't you tell

Don't send flowers
No one's died in hours
But me, I'm a coward
So, don't turn sour

Based on your insecurity
I figured you wouldn't care for me
You finally saw me
And now you're starting to miss me
Yeah. Well, yeah.
74 · Feb 2019
Never Me
Ruheen Feb 2019
It's them.
It's always going to be them.
It's never me.
I'm always the second choice.
Last and certainly the least.
It's never me.
Self-explanatory. I'm the second choice for everyone, including my family.
Sad, isn't it?
Oh, well, what can you do?
And don't give me all that crap about me being someone's first choice, one day. I already know that.
Waiting is just boring, tiring, and I hate it.
70 · May 2019
One Star in the Sky
Ruheen May 2019
I want to paint the sky.
Paint it red.
Paint it black.
Paint it with a million stars,
For I only see one.
It doesn't shine too bright,
But maybe because it's dying.
Like the colours of the sky,
It dies down.
But unlike the colours of the sky,
It won't come back.
The colours of the sky
Will rise again.
But that one star,
It's energy will
Dissipate
Into a void.
Lost in space.
I don't want a sunset.
I don't want a blue sky.
I want a sky that's so real,
It almost looks fake.
Because that one star,
Is holding out hope,
Even though it knows.
It's not so bright,
But maybe once it was,
And maybe a fire that burned so bright,
Just wasn't meant to
Last.
Saw a sunset today that looked like a painting. It was getting dark.
Then I looked and I saw a star. There were other stars, but I focused only on that one star. It reminded me of something I read once.
Staring at that star, I felt free. For the first in a while. Strangely enough, I also felt an emotion I 'strongly dislike'....hope.
It was liberating.
Try it sometime. Just look at the sky, find a star and focus on it.
It might help with all of life's complications. (People being one of them :/). For the first time in weeks, I'm not that stressed. Weight lifted.
66 · Mar 2019
Seems Fair
Ruheen Mar 2019
One's own life devoted to make the lives of many others easier.

One's own happiness sacrificed for the happiness of others.

One's own life sacrificed for the lives of a thousand.

One for a million,

Seems fair.
Seems fair to me.
But is it to you?
These are my thoughts. Now I want yours.
So.
Thoughts?
56 · Aug 11
Happier Times
Ruheen Aug 11
Those were the happier times
Moments where I felt alive
Sad days, slow days
Muddled in between
Those happier times

Where I lied through my teeth
To get between you and me
When I spoke in cursive
And told you to hurt me
So you wouldn't know
If it was me to blame
For the games you played

Those happier times
Where we couldn't tell
If we were sad and confused
Or elated as hell
Would be
If it met me

Those were the happier times
Where I could remember your face
Without wanting to
Jump off a cliff
I'm backkk. I wanted to come back a long while ago but my account wasn't working or something. I was locked out. Regardless. Here you goo.
52 · Aug 13
cold
Ruheen Aug 13
i like the rain
the sound
makes me feel like i'm alone
so when i'm in the shower
i cover my ears
so it sounds like the rain
and thunder
oddly enough
even cold water
begins to feel
warm
48 · Aug 25
Space
Ruheen Aug 25
there is an empty space
i'm just not sure I'm allowed to take it

i will stare at it wondering
then turn away hesitant

when i finally gain the courage
someone will have taken my place
Ruheen Aug 13
~

in a British accent

i do not fear solitude
i fear being left alone after already having someone so close
i'd rather enjoy my own company;
it is for this reason, amongst others,
i think myself to be quite fascinating

~
It sounds better in an accent. I pretend I'm in some historical fiction novel or movie.
Ruheen Oct 2022
cherry-picked words
taste sweeter on
my tongue
than your hand-picked
cherries

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