Born Confused

Apr 2017

lavendersky

I leave a trail of clothes
when i take a shower,
i tend to sleep in so if i could i'd
make it so that day has one more hour.

I try to say only the nice things,
but i'll always end up hurting someone.
In a relationship for 7 years,
I am really scared to mess it up,
Because i think that he is the one.

I wear my heart on a sleeve,
and i support gay rights,
because i strongly believe that,
love is love no matter what .

I cry for happy moments in movies,
i have a cat, and he is my best friend,
i have two plants that i forget to water,
i never follow fashion so i'm never in trend.

i am often scared but i never show,
because i am raised to stay strong,
So when i come home i weep alone.
I try to do all the right things,
but most of the times they end up wrong.

i have a roommate and she is nice,
a few friends that come and go,
i hope that someday i'll get married,
cuz i am scared of dying alone.

i wanted to make a challenge where people can tall something about themselves. if you feel like it please do, i would love to read it (:

#challenge #yourself

Born Confused Apr 2017

You, sir

You, sir, I wish I know
How did you do it
And you, sir, will never know
How bad I wish I could deny it
But yes.
Somehow
I am charmed by you

Never have I
Expect to feel this way again
With just a simple meeting
A messed up one, I insist
You swayed me
To your rhythm of melody
Now my heart dance
To the music which I
Happily sing along

I wasn't sure of my heart
I'm fond of you
That, I know, and I'm sure about
But is it something more?
Or is it just a fulfillment
Of my loneliness and bore?

But, sir, my fingers froze
To write to you
To even send a simple hello
Let alone to tell you how I feel

I am amused of myself
How I able to write here about you
But so, very, disappointed
That I don't have the courage to write to you
So here we are
At a point
Where no one said a single word no more
Strangers again. With memories
And how I wish
It didn't turn out this way
And how I miss
The conversations I had with you

And so I wish you read this space
In hopes the feelings get to you

Edit: No explanation needed. We turned out to be just as I expected. Strangers with memories

#blinddate #crush #unrequited #love

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