Just because I told you
That I like you
Doesn't mean that I want you
Maybe that is completely unfathomable
To your simple little mind
But just because I told you
Doesn't mean that I want you to be mine

I'm here in presence
But not in mind
In my head, I am running away with you
Down road that no one knew
And we talk about all the things we dreamed of
Even as I'm not the one that you want

But I can sit here
Absentmindedly
Picking at all of my clothes
Waiting for you to come and take me away
Even though I know
I will never see that day

Sorry, I'm out of emotion to put into my poems
I'm done writing because I am too tired to think of a plot
Rhyming is to hard to do and I have no idea what next
But I'm just out
That's all I can say
I have nothing to say
No more to feel
And the cold hand knocking on my door
Hasn't evoked any fear

I wish that I wasn't out
I wish there was something
To keep me from breaking down
But alas, I shall just sit here
Out

She told me that she wanted to die
She told me that she wanted to go away
She told me she held a gun to her head the other day
I wanted to help
To fix her problems
But I knew that I couldn't fix them
I just wanted her to feel better

I could tell about her to our school counselor
But what good would that do?
She would just hate me more
And give her one less reason to live

She told me she wanted to die
That she had held a silver gun to her head
That she sat in the corner wishing for death
Her mom had walked in
Saw the gun to her head
And I knew she would have done it

She told me she wanted to die
And now all she wants is to be alive

I write so much
I just want the emotion to flow
But now I'm just drained
Tears wait on my lids
To trickle down my weary cheeks
And now the time has come to leave

Goodbye my friends I'll miss you so
I am terribly sorry that I have to go
I'm drained from my head to my toes
So tired of all the people I know

I've always hidden in the shadows
Casted by everyone I've ever known
But I've never casted a shadow for anyone
Not even to block my eyes their sun

You have the eyes of a fool
The fool who sits in the corner
And thinks of less than honorable things
While we are stuck here shivering
In the presence of your glassy eyes

You chuckle when we quiver
You smile when we fight back
You gasp when we leave
Because you thought you had enough
Power to hold us back

You snicker when we look away
And think it was just because you caught us looking
But we're looking because we want to take you down
And we are planning all of your weak spots
Wondering where it will hurt the most

I don't want to be trapped
By you and your glassy eyes