Dear God,

Please take my pain away.

Sincerely,
Sabrina

You are like a bad dream
I don't understand what you mean
I wish for you to go away
I beg and plead but here you stay
no matter how far or fast I run
I can never escape, I am done
I'm over this and over you
it is no longer just us two
I give up, just let me go
I will vanish, I'll never show
what we had is now long gone
I'm no longer your little pawn
I will not let you control me
I'm independent, just let me be
You're a bad, bad dream gone wrong
but I'll wake up and you'll be gone

I'm so tired
of thinking of you
don't get me wrong
I love you
but being so far
constant thoughts of you
make my head hurt
I'm in need
of a distraction
someone new
to occupy  my mind
In search
searching

I want you so much

                                             but I hate your guts.

Slippery hands
on slippery bodies
my mind is going wild
wanting you so badly
yet this is not the time
nor the place
so stolen glances
and coquettish grins
will have to suffice
for now...

From all the oceans
and all the moons
and all the stars

When I'm floating
when I'm drowning

When I'm breathing
when I'm suffocating

A small part of me
has always loved you

Don't be ashamed
to put yourself first
Rule #3 in my list of
elements for a happy life
That's what you did
I guess I should do the same.

It's scary to know
I've met you, the love of my life,
the best of the best
I had you and I lost you
and now you're out there
at arm's length for anyone
to grab and take away forever.

I think of all the things
we could have done with our time
and all the days and months
when I was yours and you were mine.

It's time, let go.

There a warmth that radiates within
every time my eyes see him
his inviting eyes and beautiful smile
makes me think I'll stay a while
I'm so used to being on the run
from all those who think I'm the one
Trust me, I'm not; I'm just passing some time
You should see me as a mountain not worthy to climb
I'll get out, go, and find someone like me
this is my dream, my eternal plea
But what if I get there and I waited too long
and it turns out all this time I've been wrong
Just start where you are and use what you've got
maybe then you'll see some change in thought
You're not the prize won at the end
by some long term, faithful friend
You're just a girl who's always running away
afraid of what you might find if you decide to stay
Step back, observe, and look at what you've become
an illusion to most, and a hero to none.

Inhale and let go.

You're a memory from my past
trying to invade my future

The trees sway left and right
it is such a beautiful sight
I lie in the grass and chill out
I look at the flowers that start to sprout
I allow my mind to roam free
as I watch a little buzzing bee
It is such a beautiful day
I am so joyous that here I lay
Come outside and stay with me
It is fun! there is no need to flee.

Walking towards the flame
to become forever changed
woven into this world
I can be free.

You broke my heart
You cheated on me
Now you've lost me
I am free.

Rise from the ashes.

My heart breaks
when I see you
look at her

I smile so much
when I think
of waking up
beside you

                          then I get so angry
                          because I know
                          it will never
                          happen

Well,
things didn't work out like I thought they would
if you had tried harder, maybe they could
but for once in this world, it wasn't on me
you could have had me but you didn't see
how special I am and how I could love
every little thing about you and place you above
all the things that I imagined and deserve
but it's your loss, now my heart's on reserve
for the special guy who makes me smile
unlike someone like you who wouldn't go the extra mile
I'm really sorry that you  missed out
I hope this was worth all your doubt.

I'll never be alone
I have so many apps on my phone

Keep your circle small.

I lost our future.

I hate how I hate you

Here are some ideas for poems.

1. Write a poem about ideas for poems.

Never get too attached
to something that isn't
yours.

-I found this on tumblr

You are there when I need you most
Even when things are in your way, I know you are there
You are the light that guides me when I'm lost
You are the one who is there for my final thoughts
Thank you, moon.

It is what I left behind
that breaks me
all the images of what
we could have built
had the love remained.

There is nothing
  that is more beautiful
    than the relationship
       of the ocean and the shore


                          the ocean will never stop
                            kissing the shore
                              no matter how many
                                 times it is sent away


                                                                       You were the shore
                                                                         and I was the ocean.

Writer's block is a lot like life

You get frustrated and it gets hard

But in the end, things just seem to work out

I just want someone to
come and tell me
I'm not invisible

Poetry is like a rose
Such elegance can it pose
You can read it any time
And it doesn't even have to rhyme
Poetry is like a rose

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