“tell me one last thing,” said Harry.  “is this real? or has this been happening inside my head?”

dumbledore beamed at him, and his voice sounded loud and strong in Harry’s ears even though the bright mist was descending again, obscuring his figure.  

“of course it is happening inside your head, Harry, but why on earth should that mean that it is not real?” -dumbledore

It was said that this year, our new year would be delayed by one second.  
And it wasn't until that one second when I paid mind to my breathing and my beating. They didn't match up.  
My head and my heart, they didn't match up.  My heart was bursting at the seams, but my head, well it was my head.  
It's 2017 and I can't help but feel as if I was just born, lost, yet full of wonder.
I can't help but just feel.

Yes, it is the new year.  But that one second felt so familiar.

“here’s the thing about time: it doesn’t give a **** about you. it
doesn’t care whether you’ve been shattered and broken beyond
repair. it doesn’t care that you’re grieving for a loss so immense that
your heart literally aches every time you breathe. nope, time doesn’t
care. it keeps moving, never just staying still.  you might want it to
remain unmoving, everlasting but that doesn’t work out does it?  
time doesn’t care that you aren’t ready to move on. it doesn’t care
that you don’t want to pick yourself up to do things just because
the hour requires it.”

love is like falling,
but never touching the ground
love is like a fragile flower opening to the warmth of spring,
love is like having the urge,
to constantly brighten someone's day
love is being under a blanket of comfort
that never grows cold,
everyone should experience love,
at one point in their life,
because it can change someone's life forever.
-sh

There is a big difference
Between leaving behind cold tracks
In the snow
And lending a warm hand to lead.

Forgive my sins
I didn't realize loving him
Went against everything I believed in