You are too cold
Your touch is like ice against my warm skin
I give and give
I breathe fires of love into your heart
And you remain frozen
Nothing can melt your freezing exterior
Let me in
For heaven's sake I want to love you
I want to keep you warm in this winter you're trapped in
I don't think you know how to love anything
Not even yourself
Not me
I am so filled with emotion and heat
I will not live in the vast nothingness with you
You are too cold
Too cold for me
And I will not freeze my heart in your wake

They say love never fades
But time heals all wounds
I don't understand
If we never move on from love
How do the wounds stop hurting
They don't
They start to hurt less and less
Until the one you love bursts back into your life
Like a ******* bulldozer
It hurts like hell
All that work trying to unlove them will go to waste
Because a tiny spark on gasoline will cause a fire
I will never stop loving those who have parts of me
It's scary knowing they're out in the world
Walking around with pieces of my heart
That I'll never get back
So my advice to you is
Let go of those whose love you lose
Because you will always love them
Love never fades
So do your best to stay away

When I come off as rude to you
I am defending myself
When you accuse me of projecting my feelings on you
I am defending myself
When I disagree with you
I am defending myself
And you call it a fight
You say terrible things about the one who cares the most
To be with you I need to be totally submissive
But I will not give up who I am to please you
I will not become what you want in order for you to love me
So when you say you don't love me
And I look at you in disbelief and scoff
It is because I have given you so much to love
And you give nothing in return
It is exhausting and I am tired of loving a wall of emotionless energy
And I am the enemy because I love differently than you do
It is not a sin for me to defend who I am
I am not a sinner
I am a lover, a defender of my own honor
Because you will never protect me from anything

My body moves like I'm under a strobe light
Going with the beat of my heart
You're home far from here
But I can see the green in your eyes
Like you're in the room with me
Float to the ceiling and kiss me ten feet up
Let our colors mix
Like orange and red on a sunset horizon
Blame it on the smoke
Blame it on the *****
Kiss my hand before you leave
Bouncing up and down on my beat up couch
Laughing like it would never end
And leaving just before it did
And now you're gone far away
Don't forget our last love
It will be mine, my last

I have never felt so hurt.
Listening to the words I love you, I love you, I love you
Fall from your mouth that night
You gave me drunken hope
Kissing me so desperately with tears in your eyes
Begging me to feel the same way
Telling me to love you in the morning
I do, I will, forever
Saying you only slept with those people to make me jealous
I did the same
You only wanted to be with me
For the rest of your life
Crying, sobbing, biting
You held onto me like you'd fall to hell if I let you go
It was so honest
Pouring your heart out
You gave me the courage to pour mine out to you
And I did.
We got back home and you pulled me onto your bed
Saying my name over and over and over again
You pulled on your sheets and grabbed my hair
Begging me to kiss you again
And I did.
The ***** did its job and put us to bed
I woke up in the morning waiting for you to say
Do you love me in the morning?
Because I do, I will, forever
Nothing.
You played the fool and recalled nothing from that night
The night that meant the world to me
You ignored the hickeys on my neck and my swollen lip
You said the bruise on your thigh was from something else
And then you say that lies only flow when you're drinking
It was all a lie, but one you don't remember for me
You're lying
One way or the other
You either love me desperately with your whole soul
or hate me so much you want to **** my heart and watch me die

I got headaches all the time
Give me some time make you mine
You can't see any of my ghosts
You're the one that haunts me most

I can't open up easily
I am in love lazily
You can't fix up my soul
But you're the one makes me whole

Want me to take you out with me
But I gotta stay free
If you need me let me go
I will always come home

I'm bleeding from the inside out
But you're the only one I think about
No one has to know about it
How easily we fit
Pour your heart out to me
I'll show what we could be
Kiss me in a crowded room
Your love for me is doomed

I am never gonna be the one
I am too much into having fun
Settle me down tonight
I'll give into you without a fight

Pick up my broken heart
We weren't meant to work from the start
I'm leaving you before the morning
Without so much as a warning


I'm bleeding from the inside out
But you're the only one I think about
No one has to know about it
How easily we fit
Pour your heart out to me
I'll show what we could be
Kiss me in a crowded room
Your love for me is doomed

oh how lovely it is to lock eyes
amidst the fog and shining lights
thumping music fades to absolute nothing
grab my hand, i'll hold your drink
i don't care if you're drunk as ****
we both know i want you more than anything
so lick your lips and pull me close
let's kiss in front of all these people
i don't mind playing the fool for you
burn my skin with your touch
and heal your wounds with mine
i dont care if you're drunk as ****
we both know i want you more than anything