Honesty
Is a thing to be cared
To be nurtured and to be loved
And to be seeded around

It is a blissful umbrella
That covers you from rough sunshine

It makes a man
A true human
And himself a moral story

Honesty is a virtue
virtue is morality
In his ***** it blooms
And samar ripens for generations

i will not adorn this
will not weave in images that would distract
will not fill the heart of it
with tender thoughts
i will let it speak in its own words
i will let it be true to its nature
i will let it be
a simple thought and emotion
a hearts truth
it is
i am desperately alone
and i desperately wish you were here to hold me

It felt like a dream the
love between us, scared
that I would wake and
this feeling would fade
just like my dream, slipping
away replaced by a feeling of
lost feeling and love never seen.

I don't want to wake up, to
sleep eternally in peace as
long as I have you next to
me. A night mare would be
awake  in a place that is with
out you never to be seen.

I would be lost alone, searching
for that place we called our own,
I want to know if this is real love,
not just a dream to be awoken
from and alone.

They once called me crazy
I've since been deemed sane

Is it insanity
When I call out your name

In the middle of the night
Alone in my bed

My heart it bleeds sorrow
I can't hear your name

It drives me to madness
I'm going insane

I can't call you up
I can't knock on your door

Each time I think of you
I'm wanting you more

I wake in the darkness
A terrible fright

I don't feel any warmth now
I can't see the light

I try to forgive you
I try to let go

I still think about you
I thought you should know

I stand up
Leave a rose on your stone

Say my goodbyes
And walk myself home

I don't want to be alone
But alone is the only thing I have ever known

No one listens to me
My whole life has been listening
To people complaining
but no one knows the troubles I'm facing
Because no one hears me
When I try to speak
All I am is someone to lean on
But no one is ever there to hold on to me
When I fall
I always have to stand tall
Even when I'm broken
So people lean on me
Not knowing I'm the one who is really hurting