These 77 words and 368 letters
don't show how much I love you,
Alcohol plus lossless music, karaoke/hip-hop,
doesn't make you sober up.
It's worth it; smile.
You deserve it; happiness.
Don't feel blue,
there's no hullabaloo.
Lover of peace,
cheerful/emotional listener of music,
hater of the idea of abyss,
really makes you sick.
I wrote this cos I woke up feeling a bit groggy,
looking at the peaceful you,
laying beside me,
made me think about you.

What I had for you wasn't love,
but I always did more than enough.
All you had for me was enmity,
hatred that made me wonder if it was reality.
I focused on the beauty behind your madness,
cos I love it when a girl has true happiness.
You were like the monster under my bed,
Infatuation took over me, I never thought twice, listened to every word you said.
At a point in time, I knew it was a game;
You were Wreck it Ralph, I was Fix it Felix,
you were a destroyer, you barely called my name,
I was a good guy, our relationship, I always wanted to fix.
Looking back, I reason and think my face was covered with a veil,
I saw you as a beautiful lady, though i knew you were evil.
Now you really look like the monster under my bed,
I don't know how you got into my head.

Her arms are my refuge,
her smell is my perfume.
The more I stay with her,
the more things are clear to me.
Thoughts of her are always in my head,
her voice is like nothing I've ever heard.
I love her, no two ways,
nothing can change that, nothing "Simon says".

I shut my eyes and I see her,
she's beautiful like no other.
I open my eyes and she's not here,
the thought of not seeing her is hard to bear.

Time has passed, she's now dead in my mind,
I now see many of her kind.
Don't know if I loved her, my bad,
someone once said,"Death is easy, Love is Hard“