aviisevil

aviisevil Jul 14

violent thoughts
circle the carcass

like the vultures
in my dreams

dancing on the
naked grass

preying on the
headless corpses

fractured flesh
infects the grieving
scriptures

at last the storms
have come to collect
the forest

potent remedies
bury the silences

but they won't
come to listen

there's a man
burning in the
distance

he's been cut
with precision

I can taste his
violent screams

feasting on this
toothless prison

I can tell he's
starving himself
on purpose

I can see the sun
set in his eyes

he'd rather sleep
until the end of the
world

#life

aviisevil Jul 9

my heart is a place for winter

summer has come
and left

my sorrows have
come and left

the world is a
simpler place

it does not know
of the passing autumn
in my bones

i can smile and
tell them it's nothing
but the rains

that spring is 'round
the corner

that thoughts and
dreams have come
and left

people have come
and left

the many years have
come and left

but my heart

my heart is a place
for winter

#love #pain #life

aviisevil Jul 4

evanesce

unspoken
unwritten

the wait
for something
to happen

crawling on
my naked flesh

******* bit
and bone

comes another
breath

mindless ticking
of a clock

sowing needles
in my throat

piercing me
in to a thousand
pieces

i should've let
the white noise
eat me whole

when i was
young

#pain

aviisevil Jun 28

my love is broken glass

clouds of a
thousand tears

disappear as I
pour the rains

into another cup
to calm my nerves

for there is a winter
that I see from my
window

finding her breath
upon my trail

for there is nothing
else that would come
knocking on my door

is this how you must
suffer on the last days
of autumn

before the winds
cut you open?

#love

aviisevil Jun 21

this place is a shelter

there is shelter
in her whisper

in quiet spaces
when it rains

for how long
i've loved her

there aren't
enough days

for how much
i've missed her

there is not
enough pain

and i want to
taste every tear

every scar deep
and simple

i want to feel
every bite of the
raging winter

i want all of me
to ache, suffer
and linger

to be buried in
flames

until we meet
again

#love

aviisevil Apr 30

castle at the cemetery gate

we're last
of us

made in ruins
of summer

by unwritten
morrow

the last of sun
and moon

last of the stars
etched in gloom

the ends of the
lasting winter

of passing autumn
caught in a tomb

smitten by the
sorrows

and flowers
in bloom

#sorrow

aviisevil Apr 22

feast on me

caught in a cobweb

slowly spinning in your skin

crawling beneath your breath

I am trying to break in

and I must confess

I've never felt so blessed

since you've walked in

so feast on all of my sins

cut me open from the
inside and let me sink

swallow my heart and
make me forget

every thought in my head

I want you to
I want you to

drink me away while
I'm still bleeding

#love