A burning cigarette dangling from your lips
Your saliva making it stay put there and stick
Ash building on the burning cherry
Flightless as ever was like a dancing fairy
Take a drag, fill your lungs
Toxic waste, blazing guns
One, two, three smokes a day
Calming your soul, your life away

Is there ever a clear sign to be seen?

The answer is YES!

Look into the mirror and it will reveal who and where your meant to be...

Climb the ladder all the way to the top, don't ever look back because all you have to go is up

To look at your reflection and only see what is looking back you....

....Close your eyes, and you will feel and see the real beauty that’s skin deep...

Come walk with me to the door
Open it just once more
Release the monsters from my soul
I’m tired of fighting this one sided duel
Unlock the portal to my happy thoughts
Let me remember what my happiness had brought
I am not you and you are not me
But shedding this weight will set us both free
You’ve kicked me down, insulted me
Yet I’ve gotten up eventually
It’s time to part ways, I hate to say
But once and for all I’m lifting this weight

Come walk with me to the door
Open it just once more
Release the demons from my soul
I’m tired of fighting this one sided duel

Set me free
Let me be me
Restart anew
It’s time for me to breakthrough
Lock up the door, finally
That’s it, your gone
Indefinitely


Come walk with me to the door
Open it just once more
Release the demons from my soul
I’m tired of fighting this one sided duel

It’s time now to say goodnight to all my freight
It’s now or never to begin with a new light
Closing the door one final time
I am not you and you are not me
Anymore
This is goodbye...

The smell
Of coffee
Fills the air

That first sip
Fills
      Your
           Soul

Yet the second cup
Just isn’t the
S
A
M
E

I may be a semi cold girl
But my heart is warm as ever

Snow cover tree limbs
Look like fully flourished ***** willows
Swaying with the wind
Making it scatter snow flurries again
Looks so pretty but it’s so cold
I can’t be like Elsa, I can’t “let it go”
The cold does bother me, I hate it so
Dreaming and feeling of the warm summer sun
Oh wait that’s the heater I’m sitting in front of
Beautiful colors of the grass and the trees
Nope, not here, all I see isn’t green
Everything’s like an old time movie in black and white
If I click my heels three times, and close my eyes so tight
Maybe it’s just a beautiful nightmare as I sleep soundly through the night
Tomorrow’s a new day, may it turn colorful and bright, not dreary and white

A bag full of laughs
A bucket full of tears
Just some of the emotions
We collect throughout the years

Swirling colors paint the sky
The same colorful look that’s swirling in your eyes

If you could print out an image of you
That anyone could color inside the lines
How would you color my world?

Blank canvas
Splattered paint
Swirling colors collide
Emerging a masterpiece
Only you can see
Or those lucky
Enough to see
It will take you
Completely
By surprise
Creating
Art

Follow your heart
Over the rainbow
Finding what color
Suites you best
Sliding down to the *** of gold
To the different opportunities
That await you at the bottom
Sending you in the right direction
Grabbing hold of your dreams along the way

The majestic colors of the sky
Ever changing before our eyes
It's Gods canvas he hand paints for all to see
If you look hard and just believe
There is a hidden message for you and me
Our loved ones are watching over us
Thank you for the amazing work of creation of the castle of heaven for our loved ones to be...

I close my eyes
The colors swirl
As if I’m looking through
A kaleidoscope of my life
Painting the perfect picture  
Of my hopes and dreams
As I close my eyes
Falling fast asleep

Twenty years have gone by
Since the high school shooting at Columbine
The intruders took many innocent lives
Wounding many others as they pass by
The horror scenes that occurred that day
Will never be erased from our memory banks
From then, and even to this day, the horrific massacre that took so many away
It seems like this tragic event happened yesterday
Still fresh in our minds, even after all this time
Today, we remember those we have lost, those that survived that day, and have to live on carry this weight today
We take a moment of silence and pray, together, for everyone who was involved, remembering their journeys, in their honor, we send them love today, on this 20 year anniversary...

We got word that your still here
But you came to and your living in fear
For five seconds you were awake and mumbled "I'm scared"
Then slipped away...
You remain in a coma and unresponsive
Scared
Afraid
What kind of life is that to live
We are all praying for you and love you
But it's ok if you have to just let go....

A sudden pause
You remain still
In hopes you won’t be seen
Comatosed like swallowing a pill
Don’t blink, don’t breath to much
Drifting away, staying frozen and such
If you don’t move, you won’t be noticed
You’ll be hidden in plain sight
Remaining in your own self bliss

........I come alive.....





......when your by my side......




Because with us....


....There’s nothing to hide....

I think it hilarious
A comedic show
Sit back, relax, go with the flow
Just agree with what is said
Tuck in away inside your head
Yes
Ok
No problem
Of course
Put a smile on your face, even if it’s forced

Why is it....
That people who continuously mess up
Don’t do anything right
Complain they never have money
Don’t pay bills on time
So forth and so on...
Always get second, third, fourth, fifth, etc chances...
Always are coddled and get everything handed to them....
Somehow they always come up smelling like roses....
But yet, people that bust their ***, do anything and everything possible, work hard, etc..
One wrong thing and we get criticized, screamed at and told..
“ now come on, you know better, you shouldn’t have done that...
***!
Anyone else with me?

One day
We will
All fade
Away
Come what
May
But until
That day
I will
Be brave
Seize the
Day
Not be
Shamed
On who
I am
What I’ve
Become
Where I’ll
Go
What’s my
Plan
I’ll take
A
Stand
Live my
Life
Be happy
For all
I have
How hard
I worked
What I’ve
Got
Positivity is
Key
Take it
From me
I wouldn’t
Be here
If I
Wasn’t a
MIRACLE
Or how
My parents
Raised me
Wish
And
Dream
Everyday
Don’t let
Anyone
Put you
Down
Or tell
You
Any other
Way
Not everyday
Is a guarantee
I have
My future
Ahead of
Me

You’ll never feel
Comfortable in your own skin
Until you accept yourself from within

When you walk into a place that your ever so comfortable at but yet so uncomfortable you can cut the tension with a knife leaving you feel unwanted...

She stepped out of her comfort zone and started to understand
That the fulfillment of life is and always was in the palm of her own hands

She stepped out of her comfort zone and started to understand
That the fulfillment of life is and always was in the palm of her own hands

Talking without words

Knowing exactly what we both are saying

Communication at its finest

I would like your company
Would you come and sit next to me?

I sit on the patio
Alone as can be
Wishing you were here
Keeping each other company
Only miles apart
Separate us
But our connections
Are always in our hearts

Your conscience is your compass of the imagination inside your head

Compassionate so am I
sometimes haunting me
catching a surprise
when I see the lies behind someone’s eyes but compassion is my guilty demise

The day that broke me was the day that half completed me

You can build anything
Bring it up to be
But without the right foundation
It may come crumbling down
Leaving you left with nothing
Starting back at the beginning
Making you feel completely empty

Complicated life
Twisted lies
Road map leading
To the other side

Crowd control
Follow me
Blindfolded
You can’t see
Just keep breathing
Even through the fog
At least your with family
After all
Young and old
Tall and small
No one hears you
Screaming and crying
Just close your eyes
Go to sleep
The bodies pile up
Knee deep
No emotions, no cares
Concentration camps
Dungeon lairs
Fill in all the space
Splitting up
Face to face
No rhyme or reason
Who was chosen
These terrifying acts
Completely frozen
All those souls
Unmasked fears
The last thing they did
Was cry scared tears ....

I must confess why I write...
....instead of me, my pen cries...

All
Alone
Listening
To
My
Thoughts
Have
A
Party
As
Confetti
Falls
From
My
Eyes
Piling
Up
Upon
My
Shirt

Failing isn’t losing
Losing is never trying
Trying makes you learn
Learning helps you live
Living builds up strength
Strength makes you confident
Confidence is beautiful
Beautiful are you....

She believed in herself
Trusting her instincts
So why is it so hard for her
To be confident and fly

Different walks of life yet somehow the same
End result is healing from the pain
Staying connected, our hearts our tangled together
Always know that we have one another...

Long distance is hard but we’re always connected at the heart...