Remembering
Every time I wish the mirror would just
Fall into pieces and shatter, I
Lost myself,
Every inch, wanting to
Cry because
The pain
I** felt within was so excruciating it
Opened my heart & pierced through,
Never had I screamed so hard

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                    ////  this is the springtime of my loving   /////  
                  ////////// the second season I am to know/////
                /////////////!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! /////
                !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!­!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!            
               !!!!!!!! you are the sunlight in my growing !  
               !!!!!!!!    so little warmth I've felt before       !!!
               !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!­!!!!!!!!!
               \\   it isn't hard to feel me glowing       \
                   \  i watched the fire that grew so low    \\
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                        \   it is the summer of my smiles         !!!!!!!!
                          !!! flee from me Keepers of the Gloom  !!!!!!!!
                          !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!­!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
                          !!! ­ speak to me only with your eyes    !!!!!!!!
                          ///       It is to you I give this tune        //////
                       ///////////////////////////////////////////////// /////
                     ///            ain't so hard to recognize      /////  
                     !!!       these things are clear to all from !!!!!
                      \\\\   time to time    ////////////////
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                           \  i've felt the coldness of my winter
                             !  i never thought it would ever go
                               !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
         ­                    i cursed the gloom that set upon us
                               \  but I know that I love you so /
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                                   these are the seasons of emotion
                                and like the winds they rise and fall
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                              ­        this is the wonder of devotion
                                    i see the torch we all must hold
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                                   this is the mystery of the quotient
                                    upon us all a little rain must fall
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                                  ­                RAIN
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Okay, look. Guys. Boys. Men. Males.

I've tried to change myself
I've tried just being myself

I've tried to be perfect.
I've tried to be specifically IMperfect.

I don't know what guys want in a girl's personality.
I know most guys would prefer someone who is pretty
And I'm working on that.
But how do I ACT
I know people will say: Just be yourself!
But I have MANY different sides.
Do you like them to be secretive and mysterious?
Open and friendly, not hiding anything totally honest?
How do I ACT?
If you are a GUY it would be great if you wrote a poem
About how you would want your dream GIRL to act or to be
Or if you have already found your dream girl
What are the ways she acts that you like?
It might be fun for you to write poem about
And I'd love to read it
because I want to know
how to act
how to be
for someone to actually like me.
What do guys look for in girls?
I've read thousands of poems girls have written
About their dream guy
but what about girls?
Please let me know.
I want to learn how to be.
Also, I'm bored. :P